more to come -.-

so, the 3rd day of the new sem. so far so good, everything was expected. and a HUGE thanks shoutout to Mr. Hari Krishnan aka muh roommate for that really REALLY awesome chicken dinner. we were supposed, ( with the -d letter at the end ) to be on diet together, but who cares.. pfft. ;b

good news : lecturers changed for some classes for the better, yessssss!

bad news : sem 2 is gonna kill us soon because its so freaking hectic! 10 times worst then last sem i swear! -__________-'''

now, we will only reach our hostel when the sun goes down, you can say i am weird but to be honest, i kinda like that. not the study from morning 9am till 5pm part, but the walking back in darkness part. hehe :p

for the new timetable, we will have to switch places constantly to attend different classes, everyday. and the distance between the class buildings is definitely NOT a stone's throw away, we have to take trips on buses and metros to reach our destination. and today, during the period when we interchange class buildings to another building for another class, it was snowing. not to say it was unusual but today's snow was really pleasant. it was soft and slow and the snow flakes were small. it looks exactly like the fake snow inside any glass ball.

and there we were, walking and chit-chatting and the snow was falling down, and all of a sudden, i miss home, and out of nowhere, these 2 pictures came to my mind :

how i wish you were here, so that we can make snowmans and snowwomans and snowbabies together ; how i wish you were here, so that i can throw snowballs at all of you ; how i wish you were here, so that i can actually enjoy the awesome snow view with you ; how i wish you were here, so that ............. everything could be better ........

# its all i wanna say

from Russia with love,

-stillatstake-

i am comfortable,

for who i am,

underneath my very own skin..

help!!

goodbye freedom and hello hell. -.-''

ya you got it right, your's truly's sem 2 is starting, when? ermmmm lemme think.. freaking TOMORROW! sighhhhh..

and the best part is, i have not prepared anything yet to 'welcome' the new sem. our timetable is enough to kill us all. -

- 4 hours of physics -

- histology -

- Latin -

* screams and faints *

sighhhh.. procrastinating isn't gonna help much. lets just hope that things will be back to normal.

in order to welcome the fresh start, me and my roommates decided to re-decorate our room, which was in a really huge mess before this. so here is what we've done -

# tadaaaaaaaaaa, muh bed! neat right? :)

# me and Hari's shelf *proud*

totally forgotton to take the before and after picture, damn! but lemme paint you a picture, before this, the room was LITERALLY coated by dust and cockroaches were climbing on the wall, btw, russian cockroaches are smaller compared to malaysian ones. and now, the floor is spic and span, and the room just screams AWESOME! me loving it. :)

just had a great pre-hell dinner, i must say, the peeps of 4th floor are really good chefs and i am grateful to have them as neighbors and roommates. thank you :)

# maybe it wont be that bad, right?

from Russia, with love,

-stillatstake-

i need help,

would you be there?

game over

3 weeks, 3 weeks of doing-nothing-ness just passed by as if a speed car just drove by. good times always passes faster, noh fair! :(

and so, winter break is gonna be over in 2 days time, so far things have been pretty smooth, bumps are definitely inevitable. who cares neways? i have to say my winter break was a good one, not great but satisfied, because i have a bunch of great peeps to spend with. :)

1. first of all, my belated birthday dinner : -

# the epic bak kut teh dinner! yuuummmsss.. ;D *major drooling*

# master of chaos :p

# smilesss :)

2. the Thinesh's birthday ( roomate no.3 )

# giant serving of rice for 13 peeps

# what?? yes we are big eaters, as if you're not, btw the food just screams AWESOME! :D

well, we were too busy eating after that so pictures were ignored. then later birthday boy got bathed by different alcohols and drinks, he smelled like a drunk guy who just pissed on himself, LOL ;b.. as usual, the cake was tastyyyy and all of us stayed up till the wee hours :)

3. the chicken rice dinner :)

just some random awesome dinner!

# thanks to the peeps of 4th floor, this dinner was pure orgasmic! :D

4. clubbing 101

we went to 2 clubs, the first one was named 'Propaganda'. it was the so-called In club in Moscow. the dance floor is always filled with people, then because it was too full, we changed to another club and it was called 'Solianka'. that one was quite and it was so relaxing. we chit chatted and drank and chilled until the morning.. ahhhh

# jam packed with cigarette filled air, my hair and clothes smelled like as if i've been smoking for the past 10 years when i got out from here -________-

# DJ of the night, theme : hip hop techno

# drink of the night : epic red bull vodka, yummmssss :)

# not much pics coz pictures were not allowed, i know, wtf right? -______- '''

# and, tadaaaaa couple of the night! :p

i still cant believe that 3 weeks, 21 days just passed by me. the enthusiasism and excitement are still so fresh in my mind, and now its over. sighhhhhh.. :(

but all in all, i enjoyed my first winter break.

from Russia, with love

-stillatstake-

another round of hell is gonna start soon,

and i really, really,

need you, to survive..

dedicated to the Man

when i havent even exist,

you did the greatest thing ever,

you met mummy.

when i was inside mummy,

you videotaped how i was behaving,

one word : lazy

and everyday, you anticipate for even my slightest movements.

when i was a baby,

you did everything,

from changing the diapers, to bathing me, to washing my poo poo..

and mummy would stand there and realise, what a great husband i just married.

when i was a toddler,

you and mummy would take turns sending me to kindergarten,

and i everytime, i would stand and the entrance, eyes red and filled with tears,

and at the end of the day, i would come back with a huge smile on my face.

when i was a kid,

creating problems would be my no.1 to-do-list,

and i was everyone's pain-in-the-ass,

but when no one was there for me,

you were.

when i was an adolescent,

everything went wrong for me,

endless troubles fall upon me,

i was disturbed,

and you came, and cleared everything for me.

when i was a teenager,

raging hormones haunted me,

constant argues slowly drifted us apart,

as usual, you'll keep all the arguments at the back of your head,

and at the end of the day, everything is back to normal.

he fell,

he tumbled,

he lost,

he crushed,

and he told me,

he warned me,

so that the mistakes wont be repeated.

and now,

everything is still normal, except for one thing,

i realized, what a great dad i have..

'Any man can be a father. It takes someone special to be a dad.'

-- Author Unknown

Happy Birthday Daddy!

from Russia, with lots of love,

-stillatstake-

at least i know,

i have a shoulder to cry on,

a special someone to fall back on,

and most importantly,

i have the first and only man,

for me to love..

If..

If..

we were more closer,

If..

we were more mature,

If..

we were more caring,

If..

we were more understanding,

If..

i just have the balls,

to say I love you.. je ta'dore, ti amo, te amore..

If..

-stillatstake-

spero che lei ha capito come si parlato a qui,

spero tua capito miei sentimenti verso lei..

tutto voglio dire e..

l'amo..

the 22nd

oh well, ignore the previous emo post. lets talk about something that is funieeeeeee! :D

and so, your's truly turned 19 a few days ago. not good, not good at all. that literally means, bye bye teenage crazy obnoxiousness and hello pain-in-the-ass adulthood. gosh -.-

anyways, i did had a wonderful awesome time over here with a bunch of loves to celebrate my 19th with me.

first part..

we celebrated a double bday, the one in white, his bday was on the 21st.

they cooked dinner for me, and i have to say, russian cakes, even though you bought it at any random tom-dick-and-harry store, it tastes friggin' AWESOME! omg, that ice cream cake was finger lickin' yummmmmy! :D

then, received a call from my rommie, went straight downstairs, this is what happened..

second part..

the second cake *before*

*after* -______-

roommie #1 (in blue)

roomie #2

# heart the bday present :)

after the mess and chaos, we played truth and dare, it was a nightmare in hell. unfortunately Lady Luck wasnt on my side that day and i got dared like a hundred times. -__________-

of the many nightmares was licking the tongue of a same sex, giving a hicki to another person, french kissing bla bla bla.. and no pictures was allowed so im sorry :) what happened in moscow stays in moscow. ;p

more pics will be in facebook soon :)

i realised,

that this is the 3rd year i am not able to celebrate my bday with my family, 3 years. ohmygawd..

this will be the last year, i promise my mum and dad. *fingers crossed*

# skype works like a charm i swear

from Russia, with love

-stillatstake-

i did enjoyed myself

its all ever wanted for my birthday..

thank you..

winter break dilemma

and so, im bored to the max now. congrates on your stupid idea of staying back here instead of actually listening to your parents for once to go back home, so that they dont have to miss you so much zineu.

but, i have to say, staying back isnt all bad, luckily i got him, her, she, he, them with me to waste this whole winter break with me.

well, epic phailure in the attempt to shop till i drop because your's truly here has his mum's heavenly thrifty genes -______________________-''''

yes mum i know you're looking at this and cursing under your breathe.. LOL :D

well so far, i've been..

camwhoring and shopping..

eating out.. korean to be specific *drools* :)

visiting places..

i know the pictures are a lil' too little, but i promise i will take more and post more next time.

i always tend to forgot my beloved camera when i go out, plus its winter, who wants to step out of their house? pfft..

dal Rusia, con amore

-stillatstake-

with all of you here,

i thank God for it..