the last fight. in snow.

yes winter is almost over, YAYYYYYYYY for every Malaysian student. you have no idea how much we dreaded for the sun and heat for the past, 4 months i guess? but still the temperature is yoyo-ing and haven't reach a stable cooling temperature yet.

and so, we the 4th-floor-ians decided, before the cold ends, lets have the last snow fight. the snow was still thick and haven't fully melted yet, so why not?

# almost my height O.O

but one thing we don't know about, is the snow have been there for quite some time. and over the period, it harden up. it was so hard that even we could even stand on it, but not for long of course. oh btw, that mess in the snow from the pic was made by ussssss! -->

# the 4th floor-ians roxxx!! :D

this snow 'wonderland' was actually a park, with trees and benches and grasses during spring, autumn, but when winter strikes, no more. the snow actually reached my knee so it was difficult to move around, and that was exactly the fun part! yeahhhhh!

all night long, we fight, we raced, we fell, we laughed, we panted, we had fun..

# :)

from Russia, with love,

-stillatstake-

ber-shopping

and finally, another round of shopping for me before the weather totally changes. and only God knows when will i stop HAHAHA!! :D

this shopping mall i can say its one of the biggest one here in Moscow, its something like Kota Damansara in KL, where IKEA, The Curve and Ikano Power Station are all in one place. This one, it has IKEA also, but with two Moscow malls called Mega and Ashan.

this time it was all about spring. so got myself a pair of faded jeans and a small trench, *satisfaction* yeahhhh!

# Topshop trench tribute! :)

# faded jeans madness! :)

# pregnant lady much?

# Ray Ban freaking rules! :D

i got this two both for retail price and i swear the original price will blow your mind, especially the trench, talking about epic MAJOR discounts! hehe ;)

besides, i just had my histology mcq weekly exam again and 5/5 again, yeahhhhhhh again! not something to be proud of because almost everyone gets perfect 5. only 12 questions and those who didnt get 5 can bang their heads against the wall. ;)

im sooooooooooooo tired now, walking around malls can really burn those calories and strain up those muscles man. imma get myself a nice cup of hot chocolate and watch a nice movie and relaaaaaaaaaax.. ahhhhhhhhh..

from Russia, with love

-stillatstake-

'forget'

easy to say,

yet, to me,

its so hard..

he needs you

his everyday job :

- missing you
- being emo because of you
- typing a long text for you but deletes it in the end
- thinking how to make you happy in all ways although he knows that he cant
- being mad at himself for what had happened between us

- trying to repair the broken relationship

- wish that he can do anything just to see that genuine smile on that face

- wish that we can see each other everyday, so that things would be better

- wish that you could actually talk to him

- wish that you could stop ignoring him because its killing him

if you asked..

# because he's dumb and stupid

and..

from Russia, with love

-stillverymuchatstake-

when you left him..

aku tak suka anatomy! :(

aiyoooooooooooooo.. *hopelessness*

anatomy exam, day after tomorrow, studied shit little, hate it, never liked it, not even in a hundred years, why the human body has to so annoyingly complicated?!

ohmyfuckinggesus! -______-''

# inilah anatomy. epic phailure -___-''

well, nobody said doing medic is easy. so, *rolls eyes and exhales heavily*, i have to love it. *crying inside* ;(

from what i know, the anatomy we're doing in first year's syllabus is wayyyyyyy much easier than what is prepared for us in the future. the seniors are screaming for help during anat exam and we are just procrastinating. lucky much? hell no

'' dear anatomy, you're neither sexy nor attractive, and i am not studying or doing you, so can you please, pleaseeeeee eff off from my life?''

but i cant, it will be stuck with me for the rest of my miserable life. goshhhhhh..

# soon to be. x.x

from Russia, with love

-stillatstake-

anatomy and me,

is like water and oil

is like dog and cats

is like a bare feet and dog poo

rather no

and how i wish, that you would know..

all these..

are for you..

from Russia, with love,

-stillatstake-

right?

spring?

say bye bye to winter and hello spring! :) gosh i am so excited about this season change, finally no more white endless white blankets and freckles, i want the greens and the colours!

today was one of the rare days that we have experiences so far, the weather was awesome, 2 degrees with a full blaze sun. we can actually feel the heat! we were like a bunch of lunatics, standing under the sunlight with arms spread wide open, and the mouths open wide saying 'ahhhhhhhhhhhh...', with our eyes closed. -_______________-'''

we just had Histology class today and we had exam. it was total mcq and only 12 questions, praise the Lord! :D most of us got 5/5 and i am one of them! yessssssss! anyway Physics exam is coming soon so there's nothing to be happy about. :(

just came back from yet another awesome dinner. this time we went to a Chinese restaurant at downtown Moscow. it has been like 4 months since i last ate a proper Chinese dinner, and it was gooooooooooood! :D this dinner was for our lovely Ms. Angeline's birthday, decided to celebrate there. btw, a big 'Happy Birthday!' to her.

so far life has been pretty fair to me. everything is going smooth and nice and smooth and nice. sometimes it can be as boring as hell but what to do. sighhhhh..

anyways, season's changing and that means, wardrobe changing! gotta get myself a trenchcoat soon and a pair of boots, if thats fine for my parents back home. hehe :)

# burberry's trenchcoats just spells awesome!

from Russia, with love

-stillatstake-

season's changing,

its time for a new phase,

but my heart's staying,

at where it was being placed.

i am still waiting

for you to get me out of this maze..

since you said i never miss you :(

my parents are backkkkkk! :D the Hong Kong trip was great for them, i cant believe that my parents can still walk for HOURS even though they are now in their fifties. O.O

i know my mom, she's a real traveler, all she needs for travelling, is a really good pair of walking shoes, some cash, a devoted husband (muh dad) and a to-and-from air ticket, and POOF there she goes. tapi i memang kesian my dad lor, he told me that they both have been walking for 12 hours, 12 freaking HOURS, nearly non-stop..

and i was like :'' mom, can you please stop torturing daddy?'' LOL ;D

my mom's a special person, you can never, i repeat, NEVER find anyone like her. lemme jot down her specialties :

• first of all, she's loud. as in LOUD.
• then, she laughs louder than she talks. even her friends say so.
• she hates makeups. her facial flaws are the ones that make her beautiful.
• she hates jeweleries. nothing shines brighter than her smile.
• her smile. can instantly brighten up a room.
• her jovial-ness. as crazy as i am.
• her husband, who has been through thick and thin with her, and made her the happiest woman 20 years ago until now, and still counting..
• her personality. how can anyone hate her?
• her determinations. except for her body weight, everything else is fine.
• and last but not least, her heart. as innocent and pure as a newborn.

because she doesn't even know what are the followings :

- wtf

- wth

- btw

- pfft

- lol

- etc etc etc...

- LOL right? i'm like ''omg mom we're at the 21st century, not the 19th!'' -.-''

# the pretty lady herself

from Russia, with love,

-stillatstake-

she's the reason i am here

she's the one that made everything happen

she's the greatest

she's my mom

and i love her, with all my heart