If

If only I could tell you,

how attractive your smile is.

If only I could tell you,

how much I crave to be with you everyday.

If only I could tell you,

how much I miss you.

If only I could tell you,

how much, I love you.

If only..

I miss you

Its like walking through a busy street, at the wee hours in the morning, but all I see, is your face.

Everywhere I go, I look at the ground, I look at the sky, I look at the skyscrapers, I only see you

Its like, I pretend for you to be beside me, walking with me, talking to me, laughing with me.

Your smile has been locked in my head, its like a virus that keeps on infecting me, and the only antibiotic, is you

Its like, every time I think of you, my smile fades away, my eyes gazes to the far, my speech deactivates, my heart stops pumping for a second, my whole world turns silence, and I take a deep, deep breath, knowing that you're the only one that can bring light to me at that very moment

Its like, I keep on thinking about you, all the time, knowing that maybe, you don't even remember me, and whats the point of me wasting my time missing a person that does not even care about me, kills right to the core of my heart

Its like, every time you come into my mind, I feel some parts of me are missing

then only to realize, its my heart, because you stole it away from me.. the very first time, when you took my breath away..

I miss you.

Too much.