Back to old school. :)

Okay, fuck em' emo posts. Imma happy boi now! :D

To be honest, I was trying to find a solo picture of me smiling big, but I was too lazy instead I camwhored with my webcam, and guess what, I found back my camwhoring mojo! Yeahhh!! -,- pfft. I had to excuse myself away from my room mate cause' I was syoksendiri-ing so excessively and he was giving me this weird look, whatever.

Anyway, wooshh, its been a while since my last normal, un-emo post. As most of you know, I recently went on vacation to UK, YES FREAKING UK!! ARGGGHHH!! :D

Let me tell you, that place is SOOO AMAZING! I mean, you watch in movies how the British accent sound like, and how the Brits act and eat and everything in between, guess what, its all the same!! I mean the Brits are NOT snobbish at all, they are so friendly, they are so nice, they are so helpful, they are so AWESOME!

So, from London, to Birmingham, to Stafford, to Manchester, to Sheffield, back to London, to Exeter, back to London, flew to Berlin, and back to Moscow. In total, it was around 17 days, 17 days of pure heaven, haaaaaaaaa.. *Angel's symphony*

Throughout my journey, I used a DSLR to shoot most of my pictures, and my laptop cannot recognize all of em'. I am still waiting for my picture converter which is with my friend. -,-

Anyway, there are still some piccas that I used my normal camera to shoot.

# if you don't know any of the above, please go and bang the wall with your head tqvm.

My normal camera was mostly used for vlogging purposes and I didn't really much attention of using it to take piccas, but at least you get to see something right? :) I will get the converter one day, *crosses heart*.

Peace out. :)

From Moscow,

-stillatstake-

If

If only I could tell you,

how attractive your smile is.

If only I could tell you,

how much I crave to be with you everyday.

If only I could tell you,

how much I miss you.

If only I could tell you,

how much, I love you.

If only..

I miss you

Its like walking through a busy street, at the wee hours in the morning, but all I see, is your face.

Everywhere I go, I look at the ground, I look at the sky, I look at the skyscrapers, I only see you

Its like, I pretend for you to be beside me, walking with me, talking to me, laughing with me.

Your smile has been locked in my head, its like a virus that keeps on infecting me, and the only antibiotic, is you

Its like, every time I think of you, my smile fades away, my eyes gazes to the far, my speech deactivates, my heart stops pumping for a second, my whole world turns silence, and I take a deep, deep breath, knowing that you're the only one that can bring light to me at that very moment

Its like, I keep on thinking about you, all the time, knowing that maybe, you don't even remember me, and whats the point of me wasting my time missing a person that does not even care about me, kills right to the core of my heart

Its like, every time you come into my mind, I feel some parts of me are missing

then only to realize, its my heart, because you stole it away from me.. the very first time, when you took my breath away..

I miss you.

Too much.