FINALLY, i have the time to update you. my roommates are sleeping and its a kinda gloomy Russian Sunday morning, so no more excuses to not fill you up with my latest happenings. :)
before i start, a HUGE 'MERRY CHRISTMAS SHOUTOUT!' to all who is reading this, new year is just around the corner so might just as well give a 'HAPPY NEW YEAR SHOUTOUT!' to y'll. i hope u got what u wanted from Santa and wished u had an awesome-licious Christmas this year. :D
so, about me, well, as usual, almost got murdered by exams. u know whats the best part is, there are STILL more to come.. i know, epic -__________- right?
well, again i say, doing medic ain't that easy. i chose this path, i am ready for the consequences.
enough about exams and misery, moving o to the fun part. yesterday night was truly AWESOME! :D the seniors had a christmas party for the juniors a.k.a first years a.k.a rookies and i was part of it. the attire of the night was 'formal'. so i thought, why don't mess around with traditional rules a bit. instead of choosing a formal attire, i picked this stripped hoody long sleeve shirt and paired it with a pair of jeans. and i even asked my friend to put eyeliner for me so that i looked gothic. *btw, i really do look different with eyeliner ;p*
but, still, in the end, my friend said that it was too appropriate and asked me to change, so i thought back and forth and ya, i changed. -.-.. i know what u thinking about, its not that i got no balls, just that its a formal function and i wanna leave a good impression for the seniors. so fuck it, i hopped on my shirt and pants and we left.
the venue was unbelievably deserted and upnorth of Moscow. but the building was really cool, it was like a see through building where it was made of glass. ya pretty cool huh? :)
so we ate and chit-chatted and ate and chit-chatted and camwhored and ate... the food was oh-so-AWESOME! it was like sex i swear.
the girls were having cocktail dresses on and the guys, some were having their tuxs on and some shirt and vest, overall, everyone looks good.
the best part is, after the lecturers left the party, *lecturers were invited as well*, it really turned into a real partayyyy! they opened up the dancefloor and they jammed the house down with awesome christmas dance music. we danced and we flirted and we tried to get numbers but phailed and we dance ....
i just woke up, my stomach is alerting me that it needs fuel so i better go grab something to eat now. more pics will be up in facebook so go check it out.
well, back to normal now. all the fun and and enjoyment has to come to a halt for the arrivals of the O'Mighty devilish exams. -.-.. just a quick fact, if exams were humans, i would describe them as little Hitlers, who needs no weapons but kills like a pro. literally.
ohya a small THANKS shoutout to the lovely Miss Angie Loong who kindly reminded me and us about the awesome history we had in Italy last year..
we left the nest,
at this very exact date,
for an adventure so great,
that we never saw it coming..
everyone did and i can guarantee enjoyed themselves to the MAX, and it was truly a life-changing experience, for the mind, for the heart, for the soul..
some of us still keep in touch, some lost, unfortunately..
lets talk about my experience. fate brought me and the Gentile family together and they were my loves for 2 months. vividly, i can still smell the aroma of pasta at the doorway and the smile on my host dad's face when he sees us, right after i come back from school with Francesco. vividly, i can still feel the cold and the sunlight pouring into my room on my skin, on a beautiful Sunday morning. vividly, i can still hear my host dad screaming my name from outside :'' Eugenio! venire qui!'' " perche?'' (grumpy tone cause just-woke-up syndrome) ''come here to cut woods!''.. -.-
vividly, i still remember the touch of my host cat's fur on my lap, when she's asleep, and the way she played with me, like no other animal did. vividly, the image of me playing volleyball with the rest of my classmates and the way we laughed so hard after a great match can be heard still, ringing distantly. vividly, the overwhelming feeling of gratitude and excitement still crawls on my skin every time when my mind takes me on a trip back to Rome. the Colosseo, the to-die-for cup of espresso, cappucino, ciocolata calda, to arrays of mouth watering gelatoooosss!.. still gives me goosebumps, and made me crave them even MORE!
sometimes..
when i roam back to that 2 month time, i really wished that, Lady Luck was there with me, so that i can make a 'freeze time' wish and she can grant it for me. throughout my 18 years of life, i can say that this is one of the greatest give from God to me. my love to Italy and to them is endless, and my story in Italy will definitely be passed down to the next generation..
omg everything is a huge mess now.. last whole week was a total chaos! but it was oh-so-pain-in-my-ass and oh-so-FUN! :D
lets start with the pain-in-the-asses first. well, as was in my previous blog, last week was seriously eff-ed up week for exams. they dominated us students and brought us down to our very knees. 4 exams, 4 effing exams in one week, out of 6 days of classes and lectures. well, in the end, we are still standing firm. it was tough i have to say, and the best part of this is, i didnt fail a single subject! epic-LOL-ness :D! yup definitely proud of myself and all the hardwork did paid off :) BUT, the outcome of all the hardwork : free eye makeup (dark circles) -___-
then to the oh-so-funs. first of all, yesterday was my roomies birthday. so we decided to celebrate it in a club at downtown Moscow. it was a all guys night out and it was seriously unforgettable. in total it was a 13 guys group. we planned this party for over a week already, and 4 clubs were chosen. one effed up thing here in Moscow, or where ever part of the world is, the clubs here, they have something they call the face control. that means there will be security guard standing outside of the club and control the crowd moving in. if there is 'trouble' word plastered over your face, they will not let you in. we all passed the face screening, *thank God*.
and so, the rest of the night was just drinking + dancing + checking out russian chicks = woah! unfortunately, i got a bit tipsy and i got the worst headache ever in my life when i woke up this morning, eh no, afternoon. by the time we got back to our hostel, it was about 7 something in the morning. by the way, a BIG Happy Birthday shoutout to Hari Krishnan! Happy 20th Birthday! ohya, one more thing, walking in the cold bitter winter of about negative 3 degrees with a huge heavy head plus effing-ly sleepy eyes was NOT a wise thing to do. lol :D
the night before clubbing, i had the most epic dinner in my life in Moscow! we had this so called 'family day', where we all cooked together and makan sama-sama.
there is 14 floors in my hostel, i stay at 4th floor, the other ex-lincoln-ers stays at either 13th or 14th floor. so when we all group together, we are one huge family. :) it was totally fun cooking together and eating and laughing and joking at each other's dishes and taking pictures and enjoying and bla bla bla... overall, yesterday night was a.m.a.z.i.n.g and A.W.E.S.O.M.E! i heart heart love love you guys!! :D :D!
actually, coming to russia wasnt really a wrong choice as i would thought before. well, at least i didnt regret a single thing, besides the fact that i have to leave all of my loved loved LOVED ones back home, that hurts. you know who you guys are,and yes i totally miss you! dont have to mention about my lovely parents and of course i miss them to bits! one message from me, i am fine fine fine and i am still... in one piece? LOLsss :D
ohya before i forgot, a HUGE birthday shoutout to my lovely all time favorite girl (besides my mum) --> Yvonne Lin Li En! lets talk a bit of a history between me and her, i have known her since the very first year of my high school time. i still remember there was this period of time where i got a crush on her, form 2 i guess. well, lets not talk about that since she's got my buddy as her bf waiting to slaughter me if i continue to type that embarrassing history out so lets move on.. lol :D and ya, i started getting close to her since after 4th grade and the rest is history. by far, her transformations in looks is the most obvious. she used to be this typical nerd looking girl with flying colour grades, and now, ugly duckling to a swan, she is a beauty with brains, and looking stunning. although not to forget the slight pinch of nerdness and innocence she STILL has after so many years. lol.. and i call her my favorite because she's the only one that i can really talk to and connect with without hesitating on what should i say to her or what-so-ever. i miss her tonnes definite.. ;(
and so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YVONNE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~.. my birthday wish for you is of course for you to be always happy as usual, keep that hyper-ness and happy-go-lucky-ness in you until i get back. and not to forget, stay sweet and appreciate your relationship now as you two took a whole 5 years to find each other, this is the type of relationship that i would really cherish and salute, and to my opinion, you two look oh-so-perfect for each other :)
p /s : by the way, i am waiting for your wedding invitations :p
thats all from me now, adiousssss..
from Russia, with love.
-stillatstake-
if God would grant me ,
to send one, and only one thing,
back home,
i would say :
' i cant because my LOVE is too huge to be parcel-ed up'
and God would say :
'son, there is nothing too small, neither too huge for Me'
exam exam exam exam exam exam exam fuck you! please eff off will ya?
gosh, why do they have to torture us in the most brutal way ever? i know the fact that doing medic is definitely NOT easy, but one thing that i didn't know that it will actually blow people away by their hidden evil and brutality.. -.-
let me break this down for you, for first year medic students, we have to sit for different exams for different subjects EVERY freaking week. like last week, i had 3 exams, and next week, i got 4 exams waiting to slaughter me. can die now.. *flies back to malaysia and jumps down from kl tower*
and the best part is, all the effing exams are really important exams, not the kind of test where we use to have during high school, these mother-eff-ers can actually shape your future. great! lets give a round of applause! -_____-
and yes, im currently preparing for my next bio-chem exam which is on monday. then wednesday having latin exam, thursday having anatomy exam (silent murderer), and last but not least, saturday is packed with general chemistry exam. fun right? eff u..
i am physically standing, but my semangat can barely stand straight. still trying REALLY hard to cope up with others, hope i can. *prays to God*
well, back to study. hope i don't get effed by exams.. chaozzz :)
things has been really well lately. first of all, BIRTHDAYS! we just celebrated 3 peepoos's bday during this 2 weeks, one my roomate, next my friend, then last my roommies's friend. today alone we bashed 2 bdays at once, of course not as fun as what we did back at home, but who cares. by the way, the cakes here are just oh-so-delicious! ohhemmgeee! xD and so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY shoutouts to ahkaw, dhanraj and maribelle!
over bdays now, back to reality. just finished 3 exams, and lucikly i passed! wheeeee~ :D although i didnt really passed with flying colours, but i passed, so YAHOO! especially recently, i just had my very first anatomy exam, and it was oral exam + mcq questions. i effed the mcq, but the oral rocks! anyway i PASSED! hahahaha :D
winter break is just around the corner, and some people over here are going back to malaysia. they damn syok lor.. damn envy laaa~ :( the only time i know that im going back is next year, july! goshhhh T.T
just so u know, the only time for me to cure my home-sickness and missing-u-bastards-back-at-home-ness is here, yups blogging helps. the whole point of me blogging is to let U guys out there know whats rolling in muh life now. so when i know that ur actually reading whats for u intentionally, that means the world to me. although i will not know that ur reading, as long im still alive, this blog will.
as the days goes by, im kinda numb to the fact that i have to at least travel 10 miles and endless hours wasted on just transportations. if this were to happen to me back at home, i will definitely *nodding head really hard* complaint non-stop. but right now, what the hell...
officially, this is my second week here in my university, third weeks to be exact that i have called russia my second home. things hasnt been going as smooth as the perfect plan that WAS supposed to be planned out for us, but we are just teenagers, so eff it. actually there has a lot of stuff going on right now during my stay here, had really happy moments and some down moments too, what?! im human too, i have emotions..
so, classes were boring as usual, some were interesting though i have to say. like today, i had biology class, and we did this microscope experiment and speciments and stuff, and we have to draw what we see through the lens, sounds boring but it was actually the first time that i enjoyed class in russia. so yayyyy! :D
the one thing that i like about studying in my uni is, or can i say being a med student in a med school, there are some really, i mean REALLY important stuff that u have to obey, like first, everytime, no screw that.. EVERYTIME when we have classes or lessons or lectures, we HAVE to wear our lab coats, if not, classes at the corridor. personally, i dont mind having corridor sessions, but its freaking winter now and if we stand out at the cold for even just 5 mintues, my balls will be shaking out of control, literally. ohya, forgot to mention, the corridors are not heated, only classrooms are, so pick a choice, corridor or future doctors lookalikes? :)
i am so blessed to be an afs student, i mean serioooooouuuussssly! without those afs moments i dont think i can even survive here. sometimes, when im trying my ass off to communicate with the locals, one or two italians might occasionally slip out of my tougue and people will as usual give the 'what?' look. ooppss :p
well, i have anatomy exam this thursday and as usual, NOT PREPARED! HAHA :D!
OMG, today was just another day that spells pure A.W.E.S.O.M.E.N.E.S.S! although the earlier part of the day wasnt really as awesome as i had my first anatomy class in my lifeeeeeee :D it was fresh, new and an experience. anyway it was definitely memorable, but im going to have class EVERY thursday in red squareeee! weeeeeeee :DDDD!!
being at one of the most iconic places in moscow definitely brought me back to afs italy, i felt like an exchange student all over again.. ahhhhhhh~ it was enjoying, how i wish my whole time here till now was just another exchange, just without the host family, free meals, comfy homes, and a hell lot of time spend on studies.. -________-
well thats all for now, i still have exam next week, anatomy AGAIN! -.- goshhhhhh, who ever invented this subject definitely is not a sociable person, because i have to spend like 3 whole fucking days to just memorise one whole human skull, lame right? haihhhhhhhh.. well nobody said that doing medic is an easy task..
and so, russia has became my second home for the next 6 years, yes YEARS! having leisure time travelling in russia is already not easy, moreover about studying here.. well... i chose this path, embracing it well should be on my to-do list by now..
so far, as usual, its NOT a smooth sailing. ups and downs are definite musts in russia, according to the people who stays here. but lucikly its not for long before i got into the normal university student life that im in now. its hectic i have to say, no more enjoying and taking my own sweet time as i was like when im in high school. university is a totally different world, u go to classes or not the lecturers dont even give a shit, they will just move on, only some lecturers are kind enough to take attendance. and in my uni, travelling is an everyday torture, let me break this down for u, every single day, except for holidays and sundays, we have to travel for a minimum of 2 hours to our classes, with the help of 2 buses and 6 metros in total, to and from. for the first few days were seriously a pain-in-the-ass, but as time goes by, its just another day in university...
talking about russian people, one word : extraordinary. especially for some old russian folks, i think that they dun know how to actually communicate with foreigners, and since russia was a communist country, they think that every non-russian are bad people. during my first day in russia, no screw that, my first moment landing in russia, when i was still pushing my trolley full with my luggages strolling in the russian airport waiting for my transportation, i accidently, accidently, hit a russian old lady in the calf, because my trolley was REALLY heavy and difficult to control.. she actually turned around, looked at me for a moment, figured out that im non-russian, and started fucking me in russian, when she was done, she turned around and stormed off. i was like stoned, my shoes were as if they pasted to the floor with elephant glue, and i still remember thinking : '' so thats how they say welcome to russia in russian...' lol -___-
in the end, i have to depend on myself on everything. having a bunch good buddies here definitely helped me a lot, and i appreciate very very VERY much for their help for everything. without u guys, i will be like a duck finding his way out in a chicken coop..
university grows people up. its a pathway that leads everyone to adulthood, and i have to admit, stepping into adulthood SUCKS! although i enjoy maturity and what we CAN do now, sometimes, i really wish that there is a time macchine that can bring us back to the childish times, where things are so much, SO MUCH more simpler..
again, with the come back of everything. this time, i really, REALLY REALLY hope it will be the last time that i have to do this. your's truly here is going to Russia to do medicine in a few days time.
my whole 2009 was a HUGE mess, or should i say, errmmmm... blessing in disguised maybe?it all started at last year december, went to another, and my last exchange to Italy. had one of my MOST EPICLY awesome time over there and came back at feb 2009. right after i reached malaysia, parents started talking to me abt my college, university, future, bla bla bla.... then it all happened..
college for 6 months, everything, EVERYTHING was planned out soooo smoothly and nicely that it was almost impossible (and it was). plan was : start college for 6 months, then take indonesian entrance exam, pass it and move on to uni in indon. WOAH! i still remember vividly, during that time, i whole head was fulll with omgs and wows...
ok plan started off really well, college was definitely memorable and FUN. took entrance exam, passed it and started celebrating. went to the uni in bandung, then all of a sudden, POOOF!
''i am sorry liyu zin eu, but u cant continue ur studies in Universitas Padjadjaran. its our policy to NOT allow colour blind students to study in here, im sorry...''
ok nevermind, i still have a back up. USU, in medan. so went back malaysia for a week, then off to medan. studied there for 1 month and half, another drama awaiting.. ''im sorry liyu zin eu, but u cant study in USU anymore due to ur colour blindness'' ''but i thought this university doesnt have the rules or policy saying that u dont accept students like me?'' '' for ur information, we JUST set the rules early this august after the 1st batch of first years came in, u came in at september, so i the rules are inforced now. im sorry...''
alright then, if He up there doesnt want me to study in indonesia, then fine. but please, PLEASE, do not let me go through this kind of drama again, i've had enough ups and downs, and its almost reaching my limits...
i dunno where to start, everything is sooo messed up in my mind now. but, one thing is for sure, i do miss home a lot, i mean seriously, i REEEEEAALLLYY miss home A LOT! i have never been soo damn homesick before.. ;( sometimes, i do feel like i dont belong here. everything here, everyone here, is not for me. i have been here for nearly a month now, and at some nights, i really feel like that i have made the wrong decision coming here. i even feel regret for being here, since im here, everything in me seems to fall apart. im actually trying hard to be the person that i used to be last time, my character, the liyu zin eu that he used to be, sometimes, i dun even recognise myself... and now, typing my heart out, in the middle of the night, how pathetic! i really need someone to talk to, someone that can relate to my situation, not just anybody... to all my dear peeps who are reading this (u know who u are), i just want u to know that i miss u guys EVERY SECOND. not just an ordinary 'i miss you', but sincerely from my heart, i really do miss u all. i missed everything u guys did together, i missed all the fun that i was supposed to be in. that feels like a stab in my stomach with a freaking knife. it hurts... badly.. and to that special someone who gave me the portrait of us, i love u so much for doing that and really appreciate what u did, thats like my medicine when im diagnosed with freaking-miss-you-guys syndrome. LOL ;D anyway, what the hell. im telling u, the only fucking reason im staying here is because of my dream, and if this shit place doesnt deliver that to me, im gonna freaking burn this university down man.. alright, thats everything that i need to say, feeling much better now... ;) p/s : i've never been blogging since like forever.. ;p -mission accomplised- [Lee YOu]
to whom i know dearly who is reading this blog, i wanna say something that is from my heart, sorry that i lied to u, sorry that i didnt be as honest to u as i should be, im sorry...
i am now in Medan, no more in bandung and i changed my university. im studying in a different university, called Universitas Sumatera Utara, no more universitas padjadjaran that i said last time. it is not that i never been there, i stayed there for a week, and that was one of best and worst week of my life.
best week : the people there are the best people i have ever met. i thought to myself, i am so damn damn lucky to get this group of friends studying with me, spending time with me for the next 5 and half years. the place there is AWESOME! weather there is cooling, our hostels are newly raised, everything is just beyond steps, everyone is just beyond eye contact. although its situated at a small and remote place, but i dun mind it, AT ALL. i seriously dun mind. evrything was sooo perfect, so smooth, until...
worst week : they found out that im partial colour blinded. hence the chain reaction started... long long story and tonnes of drama, my parents coming down, pleading to the assistant head of Dentistry Faculty of UniPad bla bla bla... ''well, according to our policy, and the rules and regulations of this university, i am very sorry to say that we CANNOT accept your son to study in this university, i am really sorry.'' '' sir, i have done nothing wrong, its not that i choose to be colour blind, and its not i can control it...'' '' i am really sorry, but we really cant go against the rule just for one student.'' '' ok, ok i understand. thanks for your time sir.''
i have a lot of things running through my mind now, good things, bad things.. haihhh.. how i wish i can just throw all the stress away for just one time and live life to the very fullest. i think a lot of people in this world would wanna do that.
i know this space is for me to express my everyday feelings and emotions so that everything wont get clotted inside and one day, it will eventually explode and that would be the worst case scenario. but, sometimes, somethings and meant to be kept inside, in the deepest part...
everyone has some follies that do not wish to be known by others, it would be too embarassing. im definately not excluded, everyone should have their own secrets that only they know about it. shhhh~ =)
well back to reality, im now here, in my dorm, exploring my mind and typing out my heart. my parents are coming to visit me today, guess what, in BANDUNG! :D hehe.. as usual i dun really have any homesickness, just like usual, like all the previous 3 exchanges. well i had fun yesterday and later so i think its time for some self-exploring and some tranquil self-time...
life here ROCKS! indonesia might be less cilvilised than malaysia, but the people here are wayyyyy more friendly and helpful. i think, throughout the whole jatinangor area, my campus is the cleanest in the area of the city -______-
omg did i mention about the fooooooood here. emmm emmm emmmmmm~ sooooo niceeeee~ omg~ and one more good reason for me to grow fat here, the foood is darn c.h.e.a.p! damn im going to grow sooooo phat.. T.T
yet still, i miss u sooo much. ur presence still lingers around me.. haunts me like the air around me.. send me dreams to make me miss u even more...
'the moment u left, i start to flood, with waves of memories, suffocating me, and at the same time, provides me the air that i breath. u make me my world my spin, without u, i dunno what will i be....'
this is it, all the hard work, all the time wasted, all the energy used, are all used for this single moment. and still, i cant believe that all of this is happening...
a year ago, i was a SPM student. as like all other normal form 5 students, we struglled for just one thing --> SPM. then time passed by, tick tock tick tock... a year has gone, everything is done. and hooray! how happy we are. yes, indeed, at that very moment, everything in this world seemed to be stopped, at that exciting moment. no more pressure, no more studies, no more anything, just kick back and relax, that was all in our mind...
only till now, i realised that my mum was right all the time. 'eu, enjoy ur school life, its the best time u can ever have, appreciate every bit of it.' this is what she always use to say. and i will always, always think :'' nah, not at all, school life is boring, damn lots to study, how good is it to be to work and be involved at the outside world...'' and the daydreaming kicks-off. how naive...
growing up is not easy, maturing is even tougher. there are more to think, more to analyse, and more to be wary of. although my pre-u (college) life is short, its valuable. i grew up there, my mind was hammered with tonnes of new things every single day like nails, and it stays, as a reminder...
now im here, spending my last few moments here, tomorrow off to indon for 5 and half years. thats pretty long huh. well, all i can say is,
make sure i dun make another girl pregnant. LOL :D
please God, let the anchor down for time, its moving way tooooo fast.
13 days left for me, for me to enjoy life, for me to spend some quality time, for me to clear my mind and prepare myself for the next phase in my life, for me to redeem myself.....
i always thought to myself, its just like another exchange programme, but unfortunately, the truth its not. after stepping onto that plane, its gonna be a long long while when the next time im taking that another plane back. the thought of it just makes my stomach upside down.
how do u expect me to face all these with a smile?
well, here i am, blogging in a kopitiam... i thought this would only happen in dramas or movies, but its happening to me now. =)
stepping out of my house gives me a sence of open-ness. at least im not closed in my own 'prison' so to called. last time when i was in klm i used to blog in my condo, flipping through my memories like flashback video being played and translating everything into words. thats the usual way, but now, i wanna try something new....
*decription of my current surrounding* :
im in kemaman kopitiam, sitting on a round marble table with an empty V-Soy original bottle on my table. the table is very small, normally it fits 4 ppl per table, but now with my laptop and everything, the table is mine. =) the kopitiam is quite occupied, with ppl scattered all over. some businessman are talking business at one corner, some dear old ladies are having their reunion at one corner i guess, one guy is also like me, laptop-ing and making use of the wifi service provided here. one table of ppl ordered all the same drink which i dunno whats the name. and of course, not forgetting the workers, as usual busy like always, forever busy, walking around serving ppl, asking for orders, bringing menus to new customers etc. weather today was exceptionally hot, an ice cube would melt in seconds if its placed outside at the intense glare. smart customers has ordered coconut drink to quanch thirst some new customers just arrived, playing with their mobile gadgets.....
the scene always changes, ever-changing, it would take up a whole page to just only type what happened here in an hour, not to mention half a day or even one whole day.
everything here is simple, a simple shoplot with simple everyday people, but everyone is here with a purpose, and a motive. thats what makes it so interesting to watch, people come and leave, some kind ones leave a tip and leave with a smile, and some not so kind ones leave a trail of dirt and mess, expecting to be cleaned by others.
this is what life's all about, different people come and leave in our lifes, some leave a really beautiful smile behind that is worth remembering it for life, but some are really not worth mentioning about.
its been a while since i last blogged. was really busy lately. i have been up and down kl from kuantan for almost more than 10 times a month. even for this week only i have been to kl for 3 times. seriously sick of the 3 hour bus ride. but its worth it in the end. =)
after this period of time, only i realise what actually a teenager's real life should be. to have the perfect teenager life, fun is a must, and one more very important thing is to spend more time with your parents. i once had neglected that because i spent too much time with only friends, wayyyyy too much. and then some wake up call hit me, only i realise i neglected my parents. lucikly its not too late to undo my mistake, i went to places with them, spend some quality time with them. i didnt know that my parents can actually be so very happy to go 'hang gai' with me. i was touched to be honest, genuinely touched. i swear to God that i will NEVER neglect my parents anymore again in my life.
the period of time after some major exam is the MOST boring time! -_____-
its like u have absolutely nothing to do. besides sitting on the couch pressing non-stop on the remote or sitting 10 to 20 hours in front of this shit. haihhhhh. anyway luckily got some plans for the weekends, so i guess things are just back to normal. =)
i have always got soem problem with my colour vision. im a guy and im born with some colour defects, in other words, means i cant differentiate some shades of colours. BUT i can see the normal major colours, like red, yellow, blue, green bla bla bla...... and because of this stupid annoying 'handicap' so to call, i have some problems getting my driving license. which is REALLY a PAIN-IN-MY-ARSEEE! when i wanna get mine, they say i got colour blind and wont pass the driving test and u cant drive and bla bla bla with all those shit. and the worst thing of all, when i went to get my normal eye vision check up, those fucking annoying 'nurses' actually looked down at me and treated me like a handicap patient. how farking annoying that is?! im xorry for the foul language but the truth is they are seriously bitches. literally. so what if i do have some issues with my colour vision? im born with it. GOD gave this to me. its not that im complaining about it. please do respect people who are born with this defect. plus u guys are nurses! where is the caring heart? i guess all those fancy degrees and diplomas u get from all those nursing school are total bullshits.
ok over that issue. im going to indon so soon. next month 24th i have to be there as freshies. im going to university! and just last year i was having a crazy time at high school. thsi proves that time is not meant to be wasted. damn damn damn! i cant even enjoy life first. =(
anyway, nothing much to say about it. its fixed and all i cant do is follow the path to wherever it takes me. a paved path.
well, i got what i wanted. my ekzams are finally over! wheee~ *with a sad tone and face* ;(
i just hate it. i cant help myself from withdrawing from it. its just too much for me.
when i was in japan, egypt, italy, the same shit happened to me. where everything has to come to an end, and we have to leave, depart into our seperate ways. somehow life HAS TO break our perfect life into pieces. well now ur have done it and not going to do it again. satisfied?
the one thing that i can never put down is friendship that has been deeply bonded. 6 months, or maybe 5 months for me, i have known them for 5 fucking months. this is the kind of friendship that u wanna keep. forever. and now, they are all going to russia. except for the sole soul (me) thats going to indon. i just dun want that feeling to return, i dun wanna relieve that kinda moments. to me, its kills me from within.
without them, i seriously wont know what i will become. smoker? college ponteng-er? drug addict? they are the pillars of my strength. without them, my soul would collapse. here, i wanna thank 2 really special people which really made me mesmerised and experience some feelings that are just pure. i wont mentioned their names out, but i just wanna tell u guys : u made my day, u made me wanna crave for u for more, u drived me crazy, u guys are pure assholes. BUT deep in my heart, both of u have occupied the 2 biggest space that is reserved for only special ppl. i want u guys know that i really appreciate u guys a lot for spicing up my life. sincerely thank u =)
' departing, its not about which route you are taking, its about turning back and see what u've lost and gained' - spontanoues
-mission accomplised-
= Lee You =
p/s : i miss u sooo damn much now. i wished that u were here now, right beside me, just looking into each other's eyes, slowly closing our eyes and fall into each others warmth and comfort. ;(
well, second day of final exam. done with buo and physics! wheee~ :D at least the pain in the ass (physics) is gone now =) dun even mention abt the paper. hate it. never will like it. not even in 100 years. ;p
after the two exams, i finally plotted my own so-called 'graph' :
' the number of exam is directly proporational to the amount of pain in the head and the pain in my ARSEEEEE! ';) ishhh
anyway, i still got 3 more papers to go = chem, LAN and math. total NIGHTMARE!!
i have already planned what to do after all these shit. =) one word in conclusion : ALL HELL IS GOING TO LOSE BABEH!! wakakakaka :D!
its true. time does flies. 6 months, gone, in a snap of a finger. *snapping fingers*
its like when i was in italy, 2 months just pass by like this. everything is happening too fast around me. time really do need to take a rest and stop, maybe once in a blue moon. try to live life to the fullest, to the max.
'life is like an ice-cream, enjoy it before it melts, and turn into droplets of regrets.'
vividly, i still remember my first day. the minute i stepped out of the lift, my 1st question :'' is this an office or college?'' and now, this place has been my 2nd school for half a year. although its small, although its not as glamorous as others, it has a heart, that is made by us. and its still pumping with pure adrenaline. non-stop flowing.
there are too many to say about. things that happened to me when i was here is too much to be typed as words. lets say that everything will be stored in the deepest part of my heart and will be constantly updated so that i wont lose it. i promise that i will become my asset.
all these has changed me. the me in the small town before was much different than the me in the big city. change for the better or the worst i shall keep it to myself and people who know me should be able to tell the difference. i gained so much, in terms of brain power, friendship, and even weight. oops~ ;P
tomorrow would be my last class, then exam, then everything would be over. for now. really hate all these crap. when we finally got used to the new company and new environment and new everything, life has to, i mean HAS TO take everything away from us! fuck it! damn annoying! i have experience this kinda feeling before, and trust me, its HORRIBLE!
i'll save the rest for last, next week, battle week! ciao!
current status : moodless. stressed out. emotionless
reason : final exam next week.
reason behind reason : havent been studying enough. =(
plan before exam : continue study lor. what else?
plan after exam : ALL HELL GOING LOOSE! :D
this is the problem of the malaysian education system. everything is determined by one fucking exam. either make it or break it. if u fail it, ur gone, if u fail it, ur a failure/loser for life. damn fucking annoying!
really tried hard to get all the notes from paper to my brain, as conclusion, i am absolutely NOT build for rock hardcore sit-down study. epic phailure in that i have to admit! -___-
but for now, i really wish that i can be a nerd, at least until next week when its over. being a nerd is not a bad thing actually, at least nerds have the brains. ;p
'im trapped in myself, finding a way out from my soul, and only myself can find the light and courage to find my way out'
finally, all the pain-in-my-arse annoying entrance exams are HISTORY! now i still have one more exam to go ---> my foundation exam. due date : next two weeks. my status : havent officially studied anything yet. result : dead minced meat! X.X
just finished my two uni entrance exam for the past two days. for UGM & USU. it was tough as usual, but still manage to strruggle pass the paper. T.T yesterday was great, the exam almost makan-ed masa for the whole day. but lucikly medic ed provide us with mcD lunch. wheeee~ =)
right after exam, jack sent the putra gang home, and this might be the last time me seeing him. but he said he will go to UniPad with me, so fingers-crossed and hope for the best. =) later yesterday night, to kinda celebrate me getting into uni, went to petaling street to makan. had an Ultimate epic dinner of portugal ikan bakar and lala bakar! me belanja-ed ;p. i seriously miss the ikan bakar alot! me miss the spicy sambal + stingray + HUGE lalas = yummmmmssss~!! *drooling-muh-ass-off* LOL! frens cant tahan the sambal, ate till cried + sweating through the whole dinner. 0.O - no comment - hehe ;p
anyway, didnt manage to makan my upmost favourite ---> epic tau fu fah! sad T.T~
zme is going to study later. *doubting myself* I CAN AND I WILL!
{ breaking news } : the legendary Micheal Jackson has passed away peacefully in L.A hospital today. we all send our deepest condolence to the Jackson family and to all his fans out there for this incredibly great loss. R.I.P Micheal Jackson. we will all miss You dearly.
OMG!! i just got the ULTIMATE BEST NEWS EVER! your's truly is accepted into University Padjadjaran in Indonesia!! i have never been so damn damn satisfied and excited before! its like a HUGE stone being lifted from my heart. now only i truly know the feeling of 'working hard for what you desire' feels like. woooosh~ =)
ok back to earth. errrrrrrrrrrrr OMG!! i cant even think straight now! ok relax~
last week friday, me went back to kuantan for the weekend for two reasons : to celebrate father's day and to celebrate my beloved macha's birthday. friday was again boring, i forgot what i did in the morning thought. hehe ;p but, in the evening, i attended an extra class by medic ed, your's truly's agent @ nirwana college from 6.30-8pm. the whole thing just spells B.O.R.I.N.G! before going there, acap dropped by to hang out, then we went there together. was late as usual. but i dun give a PHUCKING DAMN about it ;P! the class was eeeeeeeeee BORIIIIIING!!because i have to catch my bus at 9pm, i left the class earlier. hehehe =) before all these, i asked jaya to do me a favour to buy me my ticket back to kuantan. thanks dei by the way! so left the class, went dinner at p.street with her, chit-chatted quite a lot. didnt realised that time was actually zooming past us! when i looked at my watch, OMG! its already 8.30pm, and i still have 1/2 an hour to get from here to titiwangsa. just goggled up my food, technically. ciao-ed jaya and rushed my way to plaza rakyat lrt station. when i reached there i was basically sweating like a pig! panting heavily, waiting for the phucking lrt to arrive which took quite a long time. finally, cursing under breath, i boarded the lrt at 8.45pm. took a quick rest in the train, when it reached titiwangsa station, continue with the rushing and brisk walking. finally got into my bus, looked at my watch, 9.05pm, woooooh~~!! realived!
slept all the way, heard lots of snoring + grunting + baby crying + talking to the phone noices along the way. the bus ride was kinda fast, it only took me 3 hours and 15 minutes to reached kuantan which normally will makan 4 hours. mum was waiting for me at the station with a 100 plus in her hand. thanks mum =) love u! i came back without telling my dad because wanna give him a surprise like what i did to my mum during momma's day. so mum fetch me to golf club where my father is having his meeting. saw him, 'SURPRISE!!' a smile instantly flashed at dad's face. he keep on asking 'why u come back? never tell me pun' i said : 'its suppose to be a surprise dad!' -_______-
it was almost 1am in the morning, stomach grumbling = epic supper!! went to mcD at tc, ate an epic Big n' tasty set. first time eating supper with muh papa and mama at this time. =) went back to my lovely home, just chucked my luggage aside, changed my top, slleeeeeeeppp zzzz~
woke up quite early, this time my alarm clock was my mum! -__________- even more effective than my phone alarm. went breakfast then teman her to do some grocery shopping. then remembered that my jingbang was having futsal nearby, so decided to bash their futsal session ;p. went there, was happy to meet back my old machas. chit chat for a while, ajak-ed go watch drag me to hell @ 1pm. then went back home.
it has been AGES since i last set foot at megamall. not to mention having movie sessions there. nostalgic~ drag me to hell was an AWESOME MOVIE!! one of thebest horror movie i've ever watched. its not ghostly scarry but very grossly horrifying. its actually damn funny to see how the girls react to the movie, watching with girls just makes the movie a whole lot better, it adds a pinch of hilarious-ness to the whole atmosphere. ;D did i mention the movie was UTTERLY GROOOSSS!
so finished the movie, went to have cendol and rojak. 4 cars in total. ohya one more thing, im the only one who havent get the driving lisence yet. EPIC EMBARASSMENT!! T.T everyone in my group can drive a freaking car already and i dunno a single shit about driving. ish! geram! all just because of my freaking annoying phucking minor colour blindness! haihhhh~ well anyway, in the bright side, i can always be the passenger and people have to drive me around. haha ;D! wooops~
after i came home, i decided to prepare dinner for father's day as tmr (sunday=father's day) night i have to be back at kl already. earlier on mum bought some lamb chops, so marinated it then started cooking a western dinner. menu of the night : lamb chop + button mushroom sauce + italian pasta ' yuuummm~!! it was an epic dinner, it has nothing to do about my cooking or anything, i just felt great about what i did for my dad. we drank some red wine and me and my mum gave a huge toast for my dad. overall, success! wheeeee~ =)
then later on that night, went to celebrate my macha's bday. it was a bday celebration cum gathering. so everyone turned up except for two. -_____- goggled in some beer, the girls was camwhoring all night long. we also did took quite alot of pictures. then when it was time, comes the cake and 'Happy bday to u~ happy birdday to u~.................' started the cream splashing and shouting and yelling. the whole kopitiam was literally filled with our noise. but dun care ;p! my fren shoved a hand full of cream straight to my face, free facial ;). LOL! i still can smell the oily smell of the cream eventhough after times of washing. overall, another success + memorable night! WHEEEEE~!! =) miss y'll much......
sunday = father's day! woke up quite early, again the alarm clock = muh lil' mama. love her lots by the way! gave muh dad a HUGE HUG! and wished him HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! then poof, back to sleep, zzzzzz~ LOL! i came back late yesterday la, duwan to have unnecessary eye bags. ;p then woke up for lunch, family lunch to wish all the fathers in my family. had lunch at the epic crab restaurant at beserah * sorry forgotten the name =p* had an epic lunch, my stomach blotted! uncle belanja-ed all of us, thanks =)
so came back to kl, start the usual routined life, miss my machas back here.
omg! yesterday was just plain epic awesome-ness!! its hard nowadays to have days like this to just spend the whole entire time with my beloved machas/jingbangs. :D
yesterday, thursday. nothing great about the boring routined morning. wake up, off my responsible yet annoying alarm, got ready then off to class. math again! arghhh! his class and lessons are technically suicidal! and also, math class is what we call suicidal class. X.X his class is the most boooooooriiiiing class ever! ultimate and no one can beat him! gave us some monthly test for the whole sem 2 syllabus. its was difficult which didnt surprise us much since he hates our class THAT much! *dun-give-a-phucking-damn-about-it* . finally, after dwelling with his for 4 looooong hours, class finished! wheeee~ ;D! had lunch with the usual gang, ajak-ed to cook at muh house, agreed then off back home, to sleeeeeep~ zzzzz
woke up at 5 smtg, wilson & nicholas was here. started making dinner. menu : 'epic french fries + cheese & egg sandwhich + cheese' everything i added some cheese to it. ;P it was actually eadable and tasted quite good. *high-fives*!! on the pervious day, some frens ajak-ed to watch 'drag me to hell', so after cleaning up the dirty dishes, bathed and off for my gang date. ;)
the movie was 10.45pm, so i also packed some clothes as the last ktm is 11.53pm i guess. went to kepong sentral, meet them up. i didnt know that they are going to do surprise bday celebration for my another fren. so hanged out there for a while, then with the 'happy bday to u~ happy bday to u~...............' ate dinner then off the cineplax. my fren drove, and his gen-2 was packed with 8 people! 3 in front and 5 at the back. not too bad actually, lucikly no one farted! ;D before that i also ajak-ed adam and his gang to join us, so two cars with 12 people in total went.
as usual, with the 'im faster! no IM faster!' race on the empty higway leading to mont kiara. went to the nearest cineplax at kepong sentral jusco, went inside. POOF! the last show just finished! major WTF!! it was such a put off! should have booked the tickets earlier. ishhhh! so nevermind, decided to go to the curve, cineleisure to catch up. again 2 with cars but this time the passengers changed cars.
sampai kat sana, the curve was almost closed, went to cineleisure. PPOOOF!! AGAIN! it phucking closed! haihhhhh~ major dissapoinment! T.T so NEVERMIND, since we are here ady, lazy to drive again all around just to hunt for the movie, decided to play bowling. we divided oursleves into 2 lanes. professional tournament pulak! so bowled, got 1 strike! epic moment! wheeee~ ;D!
finished with the bowling, was almost 1am. everyone still very wide awake. decided to play pool pulak. ;) most of us are pool virgins! LOL! nvmd, played along. sbb ade sponsor! haha! not bad not bad, very nice sport. starting to develop interest in it. hehe =) after everything, 2 drivers's stomach starting to grumble, so go makan. when on the way out, passed by a very loud club. so some of us decided to enter, started clubbing! us guys danced and checking out gals! woaah~! man now i know why people love clubbing so much! =P
so went back, went to mcD, makan-ed supper and straight back home. my bro got one deck of cards, so started playing blackjack. practically we slept at almost 3 something in the morning. i vowed to myself that im going to study when im back in putra, ended up blogging. grrr! isshhh! geram! self-disiplined needed!! guilty *bitting lips*
so back here, seriously need to study now. thats all from me now. ciaozzz~
woah~ long time since i last updated this. lots of memory recapping needed....
recently i just finished my entrance exam on monday, its an exam required by indonesian university to maintain their quality by selecting students through this shitty exam. all medic students who are interested in going to indon uni must sit for this exam. this exam has 4 subs - chem, bio, phy and maths. 100 questions in one paper and we have to sit there and sit for this paper for a phucking 3 and half hours staright. STARIGHT! no rest in between. haihhhh~ anyway, for the sake of my future, i gotta dig back my f4/5 syllabus plus my current foundation stuffs. so menyusahkan. ishhh~ seriuosly a pain-in-my-arseee! 'my so called p.i.m.a' ;p
overall, paper was quite ok, so no regrets. *winks*
my parents got back to malaysia from their nth time honeymoon to china with my granparents last friday. wheeee~ :D got tonnes of souveniours for their lovely son, yours truly. wakakaka perasan pulak ishhh! LOL! ok ANYWAYYY, miss them hipppps! especially my mum, was talking to her non-stop about my current life and the funny things she encountered in china. can u believe that my parents and my grandparents actually managed to climb the epicly famous 'Huang Shan', english is yellow mountain, thats like 'the mountain' in china man! omg! i really salute my grandparents! fyi my grandpa is 81 years old and he is FIT! i wonder whether i can be as fit as him when i reach his age. sighhhhh~
its been a long long loooooooooong time since i last went on a family trip with them, the last time we went to germany for the river cruise trip when i was in form 2. then me going for 3 years of afs exchange. guilty~ *bitting lips* miss going vacation with my lil' mama and lil' papa. hehe ;)
they promised me that if i successfully get into indon uni, they will bring me to Bali for family trip. major WHEEEEE~!! bali spells massage, great food, great hotels, great people, and tonnes of hot gals. xD
the day before yesterday was keily's bday. so decided to give her an EPIC SURPRISE. we didnt manage to celebrate her bday during her actual day, so postponed one day later, which was yesterday. as usual, me is master planner *making no-big-deal face* LOL =D! anywayyy, bought her a oreo cheese, by the way, that cake is seriously damn freaking delicious!!! one of the epic best cake by secret recipe! *commision needed* haha! then called the whole class to act in the way so that the rahsia wont be bocor-ed. even our lovely ms.kho, chem lecturer joined in pun. =) =) adam bought whipped cream for some extra something something, ;p , so after chem class, brought bday gal to my condo, putra, then all hell went loose! i sprayed some cream on everyone's hand then each of them just shoved the cream to bday gal's face! she looked DISGUSTING! but to me of course tak cukup lah! so i left the the last cream for myself, hence sprayed one whole palm of cream and literally paste the whole thing to her face! wakakaka ;D! as usual, the aftermath, chasing each other with cream all over. and ended up being halau-ed by the phucking busy-body security guard. geram~!
after that, the whole jingbang shiftted to the swimming pool when everything just got better. me, jaye, adam + rhursten carried keily off the floor and just throw her into the pool. man she isHEAVY!! then, yours truly was next victim. it was sooo cold after getting out from the pool, whole body drenched and soaking wet. brrrrrrr~ then the party went on by throwing one by one into the pool. in other words, u guys were free dumb-bells for free exercise. ;P ;P
really dunno when can we do that again, thinking of the next last month spending in here just puts me off. sighhhhh~ all the time we spended together with u guys were too valuable to be forgotten, 6 words for y'll --> thank y'll & i love y'll. *tears streaming down*
- mission completed -
yours truly,
[ Lee You ]
Monday, June 15, 2009
woah. long time since i last updated. need lots of memory recap-ing.....
lots of things come and go throughout my whole life, but some left some really deep scars during their pathway along my life. my kindergarden life, primary, then secondary, eventually now. to me now, all these happened in like a snap of finger. *snap fingers* and yet is still miss them so darn much...
flashing back is like sitting on a one-way highway, with me in a fancy car. o.O and the passengers change constantly, from my baby sitter who took care of me when i was an infant, to my daycare carers, to my kindergarden teachers, to my primary & secondary teachers. and now, the passengers who are sitting beside me are my college lecturers and soon, they will be replaced by my university lecturers and more to come.
the scenery along the highway is my whole life. from one scene to another, changing infinitely. but since im on a one-way highway, i can only stick my head out of the car and look back what had just passed by my car, but just cant reverse the car back to relieve the moments.
although different people hop on and hop off my car, there are many permanent passengers who had yet to leave and will never leave. for example, my parents, my dad would be my driver till i get my license and when his vision becomes blur, my mum will be my constant companion, and most of all, my machas, my friends. they are all my pillars of strength, without them, i will be like a soul-less body. all of them would be on the ride till the road reaches an end. till the scenery outside slowly turns from light to fade. fogged. mistted. gone.
when i was young, i always look at my parents, and ask my mum :'' ma, how u met daddy?'' and i will do the same to my dad. next year will be their 20th wedding anniversary. obviously, to me, my parents are the greatest parents in the world! not to mention that im the only child, but they are all what normal good parents should be. they are now at China having theirnth time honeymoon and i miss them a lot. why am i here? how do i came here? all these questions constantly run through my head numerous times when i was young, but now, i know the answer. LOVE. without love, my parents wont be able to meet. without love, they will not be married. without love, i wont be here.
i grew up in a family that showered me with tonnes of love. my mother is my upmost best friend and my dad is my upmost wisest guy in the world! my mum brought me up in a more western way, in the sence of giving me lots of hugs and kisses and always with the goodnight kiss and 'i love u' / 'i love u too' before-bed speech. because of this influence, im used to giving other people hugs and physical touches, regardless of male or female. thats why when i was in primary school, i got myself into a shitload of truobles because of my too-passionate character. sigh~
but it was also a blessing in disguise, when i was in italy during my student exchange programme, i was alsolutely in my element and i had no trouble at all giving the italians double kisses in the cheeks and tonnes of hugs as italians are usually very passionate people when we greet. they are very loving people and are not shy at all to show love to each other. my host family are seriously wondeful! they are likethe most loving family besides my real own ones. awww i miss them soooo much~ mi manchi la mia famiglia! bacio grande per tutti~
monday, yesterday, was yet another normal day but with a pinch of difference. wake up in the morning, got ready, went to class, biology class with a heavy heart, knowing that im going to have a diagnostic test and i havent really studied enought yet. *biting lips*
sat beside acap, class started, lecturer opened a new chapter : Immunity. *sudden smile carved on my face* yayy~, one of my favourite chapters! whee~ ;D was paying concentration in class, jotting down preciuos notes and messing up my new notes with scribbles all over. then the usual long break, had breakfast, a really long one. when we got back to class ms.fatima was obviously furious and gave all the latecomers detention. shit~ i warned harish and the others to not come to class and they did. so all kena detained. haihhh.... in the end, because the whole class was too angellic, she decided to 'forgot' all about the detention and diagnostic test! wheeee~ double highfives!
after class, had lunch and went back condo with friends. met keily and adam on the way, had never saw them since god knows when, because of the o-levels exam. chit-chatted then went home. as i didnt got enough sleep the day before yesterday and the rest of the days of past weeks, i slept for the afternoon. had a really deep sleep because i didnt dream at all like i always do.
woke up at 5 something, got ready then head off to nirwana college @ petaling street. all medic ed students who are going to UniPad are required to attend this special tuition class at nirwana college. i just reached there on time. sat beside jack, again with the usual chit-chatting and obviuosly wasnt paying attention to the speaker in front. oops~ ;P
anyway, this ttn class is to test our personality and passion towards doing medic in indonesia. its like a facebook personality test, except that this is on paper and it consists of over 200++ questions. *jaw dropping* the question + answer sheet was a thick as a thin story book. and we did, from 7-8pm. then discussed the answers. there were 6 different tests, each one has a different genre and different marking requirement. its like if u got 15/40 correct, according to the proffesionals who design the test, and the range of normality is between 10-25, that means ur normal. i got 4 normals and 2 abnormals. -____-lll
after the whole jingbang, went to have dinner in p.street with jack. had this wonderful flour mee 'min fan gou' or 'ban min' in cantonese. yummmm~ taste so different from the normal ones i always tasted! for dessert we had my absolute favourite ------> tau fu fa!! mmmmmm~ *drools all over* belanja-ed jack since he's fetching me back.
reached home, went to 21st floor which is where jin hong, heng seong, jeremy malcolm staying. apparently wilson also went there to stay, using up uncessary spaces. hehe ;p just kidding la. ok anyway, watched a hong king police movie, utterly boringness!
went back, bath, studied. all of a sudden, jaye said he's farking hungry. ajak-ed me go makan at chow kit, got rejected because brushed my teeth and wore my retainers ady. in the end, ordered mc delivary which costs 21.90 bucks! all the from titiwangsa to putra, here. and my stomach was grumbling and mumering to me, those french fries were like talking to me :'' eat me...come eat me~ im sooooo tasty~ mmmmm~'' all hell went loose and i dug my hands into those freaking fries. and the usual aftermath with the regret-after-eating-fries bla bla bla....... T.T
brushed teeth again, re-wore retainers, tidied up bed, and sleep~ zzzzzzzzz
yesterday was a really exhausting day for me. mentally and physically. taking a deep breath, trying to recap the memories of yesterday....
yesterday i woke up exceptionally early, at around 8.05am. the day before yesterday, due to the rare extreme boredom i was having, out of the blue, i called shah to have a 'date' with him yesterday. so i woke up early because i told him that i would be at subang by 9am. by the time i got ready, it was almost 8.55am. ooppsss~ hehe ;p *smuggle*
called shah when i was almost there, i thought he was still sleeping :- me :'' hey shah, where are u?'' shah :''waiting outside the station dy.'' me :''............'' and i thought he was still in bed. my bad.
anyway, hanged out with him for the entire morning. went to curve to have breakfast, had 2 hard boiled eggs and roti bakar. had been longing wanting to eat a breakfast of this kind. finally~ ;D then walked around, got tired, went to have a break at starbucks. there was some sale going on at the curve : diesel jeans having 70% discount! immedietly went to withdraw money and start digging into the discounted products.
finally found one pair of jeans, wanted to try it on, but there's only 2 fitting rooms. ONLY 2 freaking fitting rooms! come on people! when u have a discount on brands like Diesel please be smart and put more fitting rooms! its not like u don't have enough space!
ok anyway, i waited for a long queue. there was a middle-aged lady standing in front of me. she was holding tonnes of clothes with her arms. then suddenly she turned around, and she started saying in a high toned voice to the back of the queue :- middle-aged lady :'' girl, u got your S dy?'' .....paused for a respond...... middle-aged lady :''no, the white one!''
i was laughing my ass off when i heard it. because what i heard is :- middle-aged lady :" girl, u got ur ASS dy? no the white one!'' HAHAHA ;D :D!! then at this moment, out of no where, a girl pass by me, wearing a shirt stating : 'lickin' my nuts' obviously it was helping me to stop laughing. all this while i was holding my breath so hard and trying really hard to not laugh in front of the lady. i had a bubble gum in my mouth so i chew it extra faster to halt me from laughing out loud. but when i got into the fitting room, all hell went loose and i was seriuosly LAUGHING MY ASS OFF!! hahahaha ;D!
managed to buy 1 pair of jeans, went to met up with shah at starbucks and he was online. showed me his video, i mean literally a video featuring him and his classmates. a short vid with no dialog, but with action and sounds. kinda action-packed though *eyebrow squinting with both eyes looking up* he bought this drink that costs 10 bucks which tasted awful!! ewww~
then left the curve at almost 2pm because shah got to get back to college for some shooting rehearsal. i met up with wann wei at pyramid. went to carl's jr. omg, the burgers there are FREAKING DELICIOUS! the size of the burger is like 3 times bigger than a regular Big Mc. although its a bit costly, every penny is worthwhile. then walked around pmid, me and ww went hunting for her friend's bday present. in the end, ended up we both hunting for our own stuffs. but we still got what we wanted, i got an extra shirt for 12 bucks, again on discount *pffsss* ;p and ww got herself a silver Roxy handbag that costs 90 bucks, ori price 180. as usual, always with the ever non-stop wining and complaining and scare-to-regret-after-buying bla bla bla......
i walked around pmid from 4 something till 6 something, literally NON-STOP! called shah to pick us up from pmid back to sunway college. when i got into the car, my legs just felt numb and i couldnt move them until we reached college. dropped ww, and we had lunch in front of taylors college. chit chatted then went back.
shah was tiding up his study table, then he played his guitar and i recorded it in my phone. all of a sudden, pooof! blacked out. everything went pitch black. -___-lll i was cursing under breath. went to the window, heard some shouting and boo-ing and whistling and i join the commotion. *crazy-ness*
out of the unwanted heat, we went downstairs to catch some air. then some craving for ramly burgers suddenly surged in me, ajak-ed shah and ww to makan with me. went to the Ramly burger stall in front of xinling's subang house. i swear the burgers and there freaking tasty! but not as the same as carl's jr ones. hehe ;p this one has a more malaysian taste to it. =)
it was almost 10.30pm, shah sent me back to the ktm station. the train back was very empty but there was some ppl onmy carridge. suddenly out of no where, a smell of rotten egg + garbage hit my nostrils. OMG! someone idioutic brainless bastard just FUCKING FARTTED IN THE TRAIN! where everything is consilled in the carridge, not even air can escape until the doors open. imagine what kinda AGONISING DISTURBANCE i had! i practically cant breath and just prayed to God that i can survive through this train ride! :D :D i really wished that the brainless bastard who fartted can smell his own 'aroma' next time he farts so that he knows how disgusting it is.
in the end, 'survived' the train ride and just poof! went straigh to bed. zzzzzzzzzzzzz
-end of yesterday, initiation of today- ....woke up latest today of all the days i stayed here, 12.16pm. basically i slept through the whole entire morning. since i used alot of $$$ yesterday, i decided to not use a single penny for today and i did it! yayyy! ;) had a simple breanch of some jacobs and oatmeal drink, studied a bit and had tennis marathon for 3 hours, literally for 3 hours staright. went swimming, and was extremely exhausted! had my dinner : 2 packs of maggi + egg = yuummm! *drooling*
this is something interesting, when someone tells u about instant noodles like maggi, the 1st thins that comes to ur mind is curly noodles and flavouring (msg). when i was about to cook my maggi, i looked at the package, and something caught my attention, this :
hmmmm...... despite that, i had a great dinner. it has a long while since i last ate maggi with telur. nostalgic...
woah, been blogging for an hour plus, time to stop! ciaoz! good night!
.jpg)
