kopitiam diary

well, here i am, blogging in a kopitiam... i thought this would only happen in dramas or movies, but its happening to me now. =)

stepping out of my house gives me a sence of open-ness. at least im not closed in my own 'prison' so to called. last time when i was in klm i used to blog in my condo, flipping through my memories like flashback video being played and translating everything into words. thats the usual way, but now, i wanna try something new....

*decription of my current surrounding* :

im in kemaman kopitiam, sitting on a round marble table with an empty V-Soy original bottle on my table. the table is very small, normally it fits 4 ppl per table, but now with my laptop and everything, the table is mine. =) the kopitiam is quite occupied, with ppl scattered all over. some businessman are talking business at one corner, some dear old ladies are having their reunion at one corner i guess, one guy is also like me, laptop-ing and making use of the wifi service provided here. one table of ppl ordered all the same drink which i dunno whats the name. and of course, not forgetting the workers, as usual busy like always, forever busy, walking around serving ppl, asking for orders, bringing menus to new customers etc. weather today was exceptionally hot, an ice cube would melt in seconds if its placed outside at the intense glare. smart customers has ordered coconut drink to quanch thirst some new customers just arrived, playing with their mobile gadgets.....

the scene always changes, ever-changing, it would take up a whole page to just only type what happened here in an hour, not to mention half a day or even one whole day.

everything here is simple, a simple shoplot with simple everyday people, but everyone is here with a purpose, and a motive. thats what makes it so interesting to watch, people come and leave, some kind ones leave a tip and leave with a smile, and some not so kind ones leave a trail of dirt and mess, expecting to be cleaned by others.

this is what life's all about, different people come and leave in our lifes, some leave a really beautiful smile behind that is worth remembering it for life, but some are really not worth mentioning about.

the scene of the kopitiam changed again....

_Lee_You_

back...

its been a while since i last blogged. was really busy lately.
i have been up and down kl from kuantan for almost more than 10 times a month. even for this week only i have been to kl for 3 times. seriously sick of the 3 hour bus ride. but its worth it in the end. =)

after this period of time, only i realise what actually a teenager's real life should be. to have the perfect teenager life, fun is a must, and one more very important thing is to spend more time with your parents. i once had neglected that because i spent too much time with only friends, wayyyyy too much. and then some wake up call hit me, only i realise i neglected my parents. lucikly its not too late to undo my mistake, i went to places with them, spend some quality time with them. i didnt know that my parents can actually be so very happy to go 'hang gai' with me. i was touched to be honest, genuinely touched. i swear to God that i will NEVER neglect my parents anymore again in my life.

'daddy, mummy, i love you, with all my heart...'

-mission half accomplished-
= Lee You =

a period of time

the period of time after some major exam is the MOST boring time! -_____-

its like u have absolutely nothing to do. besides sitting on the couch pressing non-stop on the remote or sitting 10 to 20 hours in front of this shit. haihhhhh. anyway luckily got some plans for the weekends, so i guess things are just back to normal. =)

i have always got soem problem with my colour vision. im a guy and im born with some colour defects, in other words, means i cant differentiate some shades of colours. BUT i can see the normal major colours, like red, yellow, blue, green bla bla bla...... and because of this stupid annoying 'handicap' so to call, i have some problems getting my driving license. which is REALLY a PAIN-IN-MY-ARSEEE! when i wanna get mine, they say i got colour blind and wont pass the driving test and u cant drive and bla bla bla with all those shit. and the worst thing of all, when i went to get my normal eye vision check up, those fucking annoying 'nurses' actually looked down at me and treated me like a handicap patient. how farking annoying that is?! im xorry for the foul language but the truth is they are seriously bitches. literally. so what if i do have some issues with my colour vision? im born with it. GOD gave this to me. its not that im complaining about it. please do respect people who are born with this defect. plus u guys are nurses! where is the caring heart? i guess all those fancy degrees and diplomas u get from all those nursing school are total bullshits.

ok over that issue. im going to indon so soon. next month 24th i have to be there as freshies. im going to university! and just last year i was having a crazy time at high school. thsi proves that time is not meant to be wasted. damn damn damn! i cant even enjoy life first. =(

anyway, nothing much to say about it. its fixed and all i cant do is follow the path to wherever it takes me. a paved path.

-mission accomplished-

= Lee You =

anything but satisfied

well, i got what i wanted. my ekzams are finally over! wheee~ *with a sad tone and face* ;(

i just hate it. i cant help myself from withdrawing from it. its just too much for me.

when i was in japan, egypt, italy, the same shit happened to me. where everything has to come to an end, and we have to leave, depart into our seperate ways. somehow life HAS TO break our perfect life into pieces. well now ur have done it and not going to do it again. satisfied?

the one thing that i can never put down is friendship that has been deeply bonded. 6 months, or maybe 5 months for me, i have known them for 5 fucking months. this is the kind of friendship that u wanna keep. forever. and now, they are all going to russia. except for the sole soul (me) thats going to indon. i just dun want that feeling to return, i dun wanna relieve that kinda moments. to me, its kills me from within.

without them, i seriously wont know what i will become. smoker? college ponteng-er? drug addict? they are the pillars of my strength. without them, my soul would collapse. here, i wanna thank 2 really special people which really made me mesmerised and experience some feelings that are just pure. i wont mentioned their names out, but i just wanna tell u guys : u made my day, u made me wanna crave for u for more, u drived me crazy, u guys are pure assholes. BUT deep in my heart, both of u have occupied the 2 biggest space that is reserved for only special ppl. i want u guys know that i really appreciate u guys a lot for spicing up my life. sincerely thank u =)

' departing, its not about which route you are taking, its about turning back and see what u've lost and gained' - spontanoues

-mission accomplised-

= Lee You =

p/s : i miss u sooo damn much now. i wished that u were here now, right beside me, just looking into each other's eyes, slowly closing our eyes and fall into each others warmth and comfort. ;(

ekzam-ing

well, second day of final exam. done with buo and physics! wheee~ :D at least the pain in the ass (physics) is gone now =) dun even mention abt the paper. hate it. never will like it. not even in 100 years. ;p

after the two exams, i finally plotted my own so-called 'graph' :

' the number of exam is directly proporational to the amount of pain in the head and the pain in my ARSEEEEE! ';) ishhh

anyway, i still got 3 more papers to go = chem, LAN and math. total NIGHTMARE!!

i have already planned what to do after all these shit. =) one word in conclusion : ALL HELL IS GOING TO LOSE BABEH!! wakakakaka :D!

-mission accompished-

= Lee You =

gone

its true. time does flies. 6 months, gone, in a snap of a finger. *snapping fingers*

its like when i was in italy, 2 months just pass by like this. everything is happening too fast around me. time really do need to take a rest and stop, maybe once in a blue moon. try to live life to the fullest, to the max.

'life is like an ice-cream, enjoy it before it melts, and turn into droplets of regrets.'

vividly, i still remember my first day. the minute i stepped out of the lift, my 1st question :'' is this an office or college?'' and now, this place has been my 2nd school for half a year. although its small, although its not as glamorous as others, it has a heart, that is made by us. and its still pumping with pure adrenaline. non-stop flowing.

there are too many to say about. things that happened to me when i was here is too much to be typed as words. lets say that everything will be stored in the deepest part of my heart and will be constantly updated so that i wont lose it. i promise that i will become my asset.

all these has changed me. the me in the small town before was much different than the me in the big city. change for the better or the worst i shall keep it to myself and people who know me should be able to tell the difference. i gained so much, in terms of brain power, friendship, and even weight. oops~ ;P

tomorrow would be my last class, then exam, then everything would be over. for now. really hate all these crap. when we finally got used to the new company and new environment and new everything, life has to, i mean HAS TO take everything away from us! fuck it! damn annoying! i have experience this kinda feeling before, and trust me, its HORRIBLE!

i'll save the rest for last, next week, battle week! ciao!

-mission accomplished-

[ Lee You ]