current status : moodless. stressed out. emotionless
reason : final exam next week.
reason behind reason : havent been studying enough. =(
plan before exam : continue study lor. what else?
plan after exam : ALL HELL GOING LOOSE! :D
this is the problem of the malaysian education system. everything is determined by one fucking exam. either make it or break it. if u fail it, ur gone, if u fail it, ur a failure/loser for life. damn fucking annoying!
really tried hard to get all the notes from paper to my brain, as conclusion, i am absolutely NOT build for rock hardcore sit-down study. epic phailure in that i have to admit! -___-
but for now, i really wish that i can be a nerd, at least until next week when its over. being a nerd is not a bad thing actually, at least nerds have the brains. ;p
'im trapped in myself, finding a way out from my soul, and only myself can find the light and courage to find my way out'
finally, all the pain-in-my-arse annoying entrance exams are HISTORY! now i still have one more exam to go ---> my foundation exam. due date : next two weeks. my status : havent officially studied anything yet. result : dead minced meat! X.X
just finished my two uni entrance exam for the past two days. for UGM & USU. it was tough as usual, but still manage to strruggle pass the paper. T.T yesterday was great, the exam almost makan-ed masa for the whole day. but lucikly medic ed provide us with mcD lunch. wheeee~ =)
right after exam, jack sent the putra gang home, and this might be the last time me seeing him. but he said he will go to UniPad with me, so fingers-crossed and hope for the best. =) later yesterday night, to kinda celebrate me getting into uni, went to petaling street to makan. had an Ultimate epic dinner of portugal ikan bakar and lala bakar! me belanja-ed ;p. i seriously miss the ikan bakar alot! me miss the spicy sambal + stingray + HUGE lalas = yummmmmssss~!! *drooling-muh-ass-off* LOL! frens cant tahan the sambal, ate till cried + sweating through the whole dinner. 0.O - no comment - hehe ;p
anyway, didnt manage to makan my upmost favourite ---> epic tau fu fah! sad T.T~
zme is going to study later. *doubting myself* I CAN AND I WILL!
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OMG!! i just got the ULTIMATE BEST NEWS EVER! your's truly is accepted into University Padjadjaran in Indonesia!! i have never been so damn damn satisfied and excited before! its like a HUGE stone being lifted from my heart. now only i truly know the feeling of 'working hard for what you desire' feels like. woooosh~ =)
ok back to earth. errrrrrrrrrrrr OMG!! i cant even think straight now! ok relax~
last week friday, me went back to kuantan for the weekend for two reasons : to celebrate father's day and to celebrate my beloved macha's birthday. friday was again boring, i forgot what i did in the morning thought. hehe ;p but, in the evening, i attended an extra class by medic ed, your's truly's agent @ nirwana college from 6.30-8pm. the whole thing just spells B.O.R.I.N.G! before going there, acap dropped by to hang out, then we went there together. was late as usual. but i dun give a PHUCKING DAMN about it ;P! the class was eeeeeeeeee BORIIIIIING!!because i have to catch my bus at 9pm, i left the class earlier. hehehe =) before all these, i asked jaya to do me a favour to buy me my ticket back to kuantan. thanks dei by the way! so left the class, went dinner at p.street with her, chit-chatted quite a lot. didnt realised that time was actually zooming past us! when i looked at my watch, OMG! its already 8.30pm, and i still have 1/2 an hour to get from here to titiwangsa. just goggled up my food, technically. ciao-ed jaya and rushed my way to plaza rakyat lrt station. when i reached there i was basically sweating like a pig! panting heavily, waiting for the phucking lrt to arrive which took quite a long time. finally, cursing under breath, i boarded the lrt at 8.45pm. took a quick rest in the train, when it reached titiwangsa station, continue with the rushing and brisk walking. finally got into my bus, looked at my watch, 9.05pm, woooooh~~!! realived!
slept all the way, heard lots of snoring + grunting + baby crying + talking to the phone noices along the way. the bus ride was kinda fast, it only took me 3 hours and 15 minutes to reached kuantan which normally will makan 4 hours. mum was waiting for me at the station with a 100 plus in her hand. thanks mum =) love u! i came back without telling my dad because wanna give him a surprise like what i did to my mum during momma's day. so mum fetch me to golf club where my father is having his meeting. saw him, 'SURPRISE!!' a smile instantly flashed at dad's face. he keep on asking 'why u come back? never tell me pun' i said : 'its suppose to be a surprise dad!' -_______-
it was almost 1am in the morning, stomach grumbling = epic supper!! went to mcD at tc, ate an epic Big n' tasty set. first time eating supper with muh papa and mama at this time. =) went back to my lovely home, just chucked my luggage aside, changed my top, slleeeeeeeppp zzzz~
woke up quite early, this time my alarm clock was my mum! -__________- even more effective than my phone alarm. went breakfast then teman her to do some grocery shopping. then remembered that my jingbang was having futsal nearby, so decided to bash their futsal session ;p. went there, was happy to meet back my old machas. chit chat for a while, ajak-ed go watch drag me to hell @ 1pm. then went back home.
it has been AGES since i last set foot at megamall. not to mention having movie sessions there. nostalgic~ drag me to hell was an AWESOME MOVIE!! one of thebest horror movie i've ever watched. its not ghostly scarry but very grossly horrifying. its actually damn funny to see how the girls react to the movie, watching with girls just makes the movie a whole lot better, it adds a pinch of hilarious-ness to the whole atmosphere. ;D did i mention the movie was UTTERLY GROOOSSS!
so finished the movie, went to have cendol and rojak. 4 cars in total. ohya one more thing, im the only one who havent get the driving lisence yet. EPIC EMBARASSMENT!! T.T everyone in my group can drive a freaking car already and i dunno a single shit about driving. ish! geram! all just because of my freaking annoying phucking minor colour blindness! haihhhh~ well anyway, in the bright side, i can always be the passenger and people have to drive me around. haha ;D! wooops~
after i came home, i decided to prepare dinner for father's day as tmr (sunday=father's day) night i have to be back at kl already. earlier on mum bought some lamb chops, so marinated it then started cooking a western dinner. menu of the night : lamb chop + button mushroom sauce + italian pasta ' yuuummm~!! it was an epic dinner, it has nothing to do about my cooking or anything, i just felt great about what i did for my dad. we drank some red wine and me and my mum gave a huge toast for my dad. overall, success! wheeeee~ =)
then later on that night, went to celebrate my macha's bday. it was a bday celebration cum gathering. so everyone turned up except for two. -_____- goggled in some beer, the girls was camwhoring all night long. we also did took quite alot of pictures. then when it was time, comes the cake and 'Happy bday to u~ happy birdday to u~.................' started the cream splashing and shouting and yelling. the whole kopitiam was literally filled with our noise. but dun care ;p! my fren shoved a hand full of cream straight to my face, free facial ;). LOL! i still can smell the oily smell of the cream eventhough after times of washing. overall, another success + memorable night! WHEEEEE~!! =) miss y'll much......
sunday = father's day! woke up quite early, again the alarm clock = muh lil' mama. love her lots by the way! gave muh dad a HUGE HUG! and wished him HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! then poof, back to sleep, zzzzzz~ LOL! i came back late yesterday la, duwan to have unnecessary eye bags. ;p then woke up for lunch, family lunch to wish all the fathers in my family. had lunch at the epic crab restaurant at beserah * sorry forgotten the name =p* had an epic lunch, my stomach blotted! uncle belanja-ed all of us, thanks =)
so came back to kl, start the usual routined life, miss my machas back here.
omg! yesterday was just plain epic awesome-ness!! its hard nowadays to have days like this to just spend the whole entire time with my beloved machas/jingbangs. :D
yesterday, thursday. nothing great about the boring routined morning. wake up, off my responsible yet annoying alarm, got ready then off to class. math again! arghhh! his class and lessons are technically suicidal! and also, math class is what we call suicidal class. X.X his class is the most boooooooriiiiing class ever! ultimate and no one can beat him! gave us some monthly test for the whole sem 2 syllabus. its was difficult which didnt surprise us much since he hates our class THAT much! *dun-give-a-phucking-damn-about-it* . finally, after dwelling with his for 4 looooong hours, class finished! wheeee~ ;D! had lunch with the usual gang, ajak-ed to cook at muh house, agreed then off back home, to sleeeeeep~ zzzzz
woke up at 5 smtg, wilson & nicholas was here. started making dinner. menu : 'epic french fries + cheese & egg sandwhich + cheese' everything i added some cheese to it. ;P it was actually eadable and tasted quite good. *high-fives*!! on the pervious day, some frens ajak-ed to watch 'drag me to hell', so after cleaning up the dirty dishes, bathed and off for my gang date. ;)
the movie was 10.45pm, so i also packed some clothes as the last ktm is 11.53pm i guess. went to kepong sentral, meet them up. i didnt know that they are going to do surprise bday celebration for my another fren. so hanged out there for a while, then with the 'happy bday to u~ happy bday to u~...............' ate dinner then off the cineplax. my fren drove, and his gen-2 was packed with 8 people! 3 in front and 5 at the back. not too bad actually, lucikly no one farted! ;D before that i also ajak-ed adam and his gang to join us, so two cars with 12 people in total went.
as usual, with the 'im faster! no IM faster!' race on the empty higway leading to mont kiara. went to the nearest cineplax at kepong sentral jusco, went inside. POOF! the last show just finished! major WTF!! it was such a put off! should have booked the tickets earlier. ishhhh! so nevermind, decided to go to the curve, cineleisure to catch up. again 2 with cars but this time the passengers changed cars.
sampai kat sana, the curve was almost closed, went to cineleisure. PPOOOF!! AGAIN! it phucking closed! haihhhhh~ major dissapoinment! T.T so NEVERMIND, since we are here ady, lazy to drive again all around just to hunt for the movie, decided to play bowling. we divided oursleves into 2 lanes. professional tournament pulak! so bowled, got 1 strike! epic moment! wheeee~ ;D!
finished with the bowling, was almost 1am. everyone still very wide awake. decided to play pool pulak. ;) most of us are pool virgins! LOL! nvmd, played along. sbb ade sponsor! haha! not bad not bad, very nice sport. starting to develop interest in it. hehe =) after everything, 2 drivers's stomach starting to grumble, so go makan. when on the way out, passed by a very loud club. so some of us decided to enter, started clubbing! us guys danced and checking out gals! woaah~! man now i know why people love clubbing so much! =P
so went back, went to mcD, makan-ed supper and straight back home. my bro got one deck of cards, so started playing blackjack. practically we slept at almost 3 something in the morning. i vowed to myself that im going to study when im back in putra, ended up blogging. grrr! isshhh! geram! self-disiplined needed!! guilty *bitting lips*
so back here, seriously need to study now. thats all from me now. ciaozzz~
woah~ long time since i last updated this. lots of memory recapping needed....
recently i just finished my entrance exam on monday, its an exam required by indonesian university to maintain their quality by selecting students through this shitty exam. all medic students who are interested in going to indon uni must sit for this exam. this exam has 4 subs - chem, bio, phy and maths. 100 questions in one paper and we have to sit there and sit for this paper for a phucking 3 and half hours staright. STARIGHT! no rest in between. haihhhh~ anyway, for the sake of my future, i gotta dig back my f4/5 syllabus plus my current foundation stuffs. so menyusahkan. ishhh~ seriuosly a pain-in-my-arseee! 'my so called p.i.m.a' ;p
overall, paper was quite ok, so no regrets. *winks*
my parents got back to malaysia from their nth time honeymoon to china with my granparents last friday. wheeee~ :D got tonnes of souveniours for their lovely son, yours truly. wakakaka perasan pulak ishhh! LOL! ok ANYWAYYY, miss them hipppps! especially my mum, was talking to her non-stop about my current life and the funny things she encountered in china. can u believe that my parents and my grandparents actually managed to climb the epicly famous 'Huang Shan', english is yellow mountain, thats like 'the mountain' in china man! omg! i really salute my grandparents! fyi my grandpa is 81 years old and he is FIT! i wonder whether i can be as fit as him when i reach his age. sighhhhh~
its been a long long loooooooooong time since i last went on a family trip with them, the last time we went to germany for the river cruise trip when i was in form 2. then me going for 3 years of afs exchange. guilty~ *bitting lips* miss going vacation with my lil' mama and lil' papa. hehe ;)
they promised me that if i successfully get into indon uni, they will bring me to Bali for family trip. major WHEEEEE~!! bali spells massage, great food, great hotels, great people, and tonnes of hot gals. xD
the day before yesterday was keily's bday. so decided to give her an EPIC SURPRISE. we didnt manage to celebrate her bday during her actual day, so postponed one day later, which was yesterday. as usual, me is master planner *making no-big-deal face* LOL =D! anywayyy, bought her a oreo cheese, by the way, that cake is seriously damn freaking delicious!!! one of the epic best cake by secret recipe! *commision needed* haha! then called the whole class to act in the way so that the rahsia wont be bocor-ed. even our lovely ms.kho, chem lecturer joined in pun. =) =) adam bought whipped cream for some extra something something, ;p , so after chem class, brought bday gal to my condo, putra, then all hell went loose! i sprayed some cream on everyone's hand then each of them just shoved the cream to bday gal's face! she looked DISGUSTING! but to me of course tak cukup lah! so i left the the last cream for myself, hence sprayed one whole palm of cream and literally paste the whole thing to her face! wakakaka ;D! as usual, the aftermath, chasing each other with cream all over. and ended up being halau-ed by the phucking busy-body security guard. geram~!
after that, the whole jingbang shiftted to the swimming pool when everything just got better. me, jaye, adam + rhursten carried keily off the floor and just throw her into the pool. man she isHEAVY!! then, yours truly was next victim. it was sooo cold after getting out from the pool, whole body drenched and soaking wet. brrrrrrr~ then the party went on by throwing one by one into the pool. in other words, u guys were free dumb-bells for free exercise. ;P ;P
really dunno when can we do that again, thinking of the next last month spending in here just puts me off. sighhhhh~ all the time we spended together with u guys were too valuable to be forgotten, 6 words for y'll --> thank y'll & i love y'll. *tears streaming down*
- mission completed -
yours truly,
[ Lee You ]
Monday, June 15, 2009
woah. long time since i last updated. need lots of memory recap-ing.....
lots of things come and go throughout my whole life, but some left some really deep scars during their pathway along my life. my kindergarden life, primary, then secondary, eventually now. to me now, all these happened in like a snap of finger. *snap fingers* and yet is still miss them so darn much...
flashing back is like sitting on a one-way highway, with me in a fancy car. o.O and the passengers change constantly, from my baby sitter who took care of me when i was an infant, to my daycare carers, to my kindergarden teachers, to my primary & secondary teachers. and now, the passengers who are sitting beside me are my college lecturers and soon, they will be replaced by my university lecturers and more to come.
the scenery along the highway is my whole life. from one scene to another, changing infinitely. but since im on a one-way highway, i can only stick my head out of the car and look back what had just passed by my car, but just cant reverse the car back to relieve the moments.
although different people hop on and hop off my car, there are many permanent passengers who had yet to leave and will never leave. for example, my parents, my dad would be my driver till i get my license and when his vision becomes blur, my mum will be my constant companion, and most of all, my machas, my friends. they are all my pillars of strength, without them, i will be like a soul-less body. all of them would be on the ride till the road reaches an end. till the scenery outside slowly turns from light to fade. fogged. mistted. gone.
when i was young, i always look at my parents, and ask my mum :'' ma, how u met daddy?'' and i will do the same to my dad. next year will be their 20th wedding anniversary. obviously, to me, my parents are the greatest parents in the world! not to mention that im the only child, but they are all what normal good parents should be. they are now at China having theirnth time honeymoon and i miss them a lot. why am i here? how do i came here? all these questions constantly run through my head numerous times when i was young, but now, i know the answer. LOVE. without love, my parents wont be able to meet. without love, they will not be married. without love, i wont be here.
i grew up in a family that showered me with tonnes of love. my mother is my upmost best friend and my dad is my upmost wisest guy in the world! my mum brought me up in a more western way, in the sence of giving me lots of hugs and kisses and always with the goodnight kiss and 'i love u' / 'i love u too' before-bed speech. because of this influence, im used to giving other people hugs and physical touches, regardless of male or female. thats why when i was in primary school, i got myself into a shitload of truobles because of my too-passionate character. sigh~
but it was also a blessing in disguise, when i was in italy during my student exchange programme, i was alsolutely in my element and i had no trouble at all giving the italians double kisses in the cheeks and tonnes of hugs as italians are usually very passionate people when we greet. they are very loving people and are not shy at all to show love to each other. my host family are seriously wondeful! they are likethe most loving family besides my real own ones. awww i miss them soooo much~ mi manchi la mia famiglia! bacio grande per tutti~
monday, yesterday, was yet another normal day but with a pinch of difference. wake up in the morning, got ready, went to class, biology class with a heavy heart, knowing that im going to have a diagnostic test and i havent really studied enought yet. *biting lips*
sat beside acap, class started, lecturer opened a new chapter : Immunity. *sudden smile carved on my face* yayy~, one of my favourite chapters! whee~ ;D was paying concentration in class, jotting down preciuos notes and messing up my new notes with scribbles all over. then the usual long break, had breakfast, a really long one. when we got back to class ms.fatima was obviously furious and gave all the latecomers detention. shit~ i warned harish and the others to not come to class and they did. so all kena detained. haihhh.... in the end, because the whole class was too angellic, she decided to 'forgot' all about the detention and diagnostic test! wheeee~ double highfives!
after class, had lunch and went back condo with friends. met keily and adam on the way, had never saw them since god knows when, because of the o-levels exam. chit-chatted then went home. as i didnt got enough sleep the day before yesterday and the rest of the days of past weeks, i slept for the afternoon. had a really deep sleep because i didnt dream at all like i always do.
woke up at 5 something, got ready then head off to nirwana college @ petaling street. all medic ed students who are going to UniPad are required to attend this special tuition class at nirwana college. i just reached there on time. sat beside jack, again with the usual chit-chatting and obviuosly wasnt paying attention to the speaker in front. oops~ ;P
anyway, this ttn class is to test our personality and passion towards doing medic in indonesia. its like a facebook personality test, except that this is on paper and it consists of over 200++ questions. *jaw dropping* the question + answer sheet was a thick as a thin story book. and we did, from 7-8pm. then discussed the answers. there were 6 different tests, each one has a different genre and different marking requirement. its like if u got 15/40 correct, according to the proffesionals who design the test, and the range of normality is between 10-25, that means ur normal. i got 4 normals and 2 abnormals. -____-lll
after the whole jingbang, went to have dinner in p.street with jack. had this wonderful flour mee 'min fan gou' or 'ban min' in cantonese. yummmm~ taste so different from the normal ones i always tasted! for dessert we had my absolute favourite ------> tau fu fa!! mmmmmm~ *drools all over* belanja-ed jack since he's fetching me back.
reached home, went to 21st floor which is where jin hong, heng seong, jeremy malcolm staying. apparently wilson also went there to stay, using up uncessary spaces. hehe ;p just kidding la. ok anyway, watched a hong king police movie, utterly boringness!
went back, bath, studied. all of a sudden, jaye said he's farking hungry. ajak-ed me go makan at chow kit, got rejected because brushed my teeth and wore my retainers ady. in the end, ordered mc delivary which costs 21.90 bucks! all the from titiwangsa to putra, here. and my stomach was grumbling and mumering to me, those french fries were like talking to me :'' eat me...come eat me~ im sooooo tasty~ mmmmm~'' all hell went loose and i dug my hands into those freaking fries. and the usual aftermath with the regret-after-eating-fries bla bla bla....... T.T
brushed teeth again, re-wore retainers, tidied up bed, and sleep~ zzzzzzzzz
yesterday was a really exhausting day for me. mentally and physically. taking a deep breath, trying to recap the memories of yesterday....
yesterday i woke up exceptionally early, at around 8.05am. the day before yesterday, due to the rare extreme boredom i was having, out of the blue, i called shah to have a 'date' with him yesterday. so i woke up early because i told him that i would be at subang by 9am. by the time i got ready, it was almost 8.55am. ooppsss~ hehe ;p *smuggle*
called shah when i was almost there, i thought he was still sleeping :- me :'' hey shah, where are u?'' shah :''waiting outside the station dy.'' me :''............'' and i thought he was still in bed. my bad.
anyway, hanged out with him for the entire morning. went to curve to have breakfast, had 2 hard boiled eggs and roti bakar. had been longing wanting to eat a breakfast of this kind. finally~ ;D then walked around, got tired, went to have a break at starbucks. there was some sale going on at the curve : diesel jeans having 70% discount! immedietly went to withdraw money and start digging into the discounted products.
finally found one pair of jeans, wanted to try it on, but there's only 2 fitting rooms. ONLY 2 freaking fitting rooms! come on people! when u have a discount on brands like Diesel please be smart and put more fitting rooms! its not like u don't have enough space!
ok anyway, i waited for a long queue. there was a middle-aged lady standing in front of me. she was holding tonnes of clothes with her arms. then suddenly she turned around, and she started saying in a high toned voice to the back of the queue :- middle-aged lady :'' girl, u got your S dy?'' .....paused for a respond...... middle-aged lady :''no, the white one!''
i was laughing my ass off when i heard it. because what i heard is :- middle-aged lady :" girl, u got ur ASS dy? no the white one!'' HAHAHA ;D :D!! then at this moment, out of no where, a girl pass by me, wearing a shirt stating : 'lickin' my nuts' obviously it was helping me to stop laughing. all this while i was holding my breath so hard and trying really hard to not laugh in front of the lady. i had a bubble gum in my mouth so i chew it extra faster to halt me from laughing out loud. but when i got into the fitting room, all hell went loose and i was seriuosly LAUGHING MY ASS OFF!! hahahaha ;D!
managed to buy 1 pair of jeans, went to met up with shah at starbucks and he was online. showed me his video, i mean literally a video featuring him and his classmates. a short vid with no dialog, but with action and sounds. kinda action-packed though *eyebrow squinting with both eyes looking up* he bought this drink that costs 10 bucks which tasted awful!! ewww~
then left the curve at almost 2pm because shah got to get back to college for some shooting rehearsal. i met up with wann wei at pyramid. went to carl's jr. omg, the burgers there are FREAKING DELICIOUS! the size of the burger is like 3 times bigger than a regular Big Mc. although its a bit costly, every penny is worthwhile. then walked around pmid, me and ww went hunting for her friend's bday present. in the end, ended up we both hunting for our own stuffs. but we still got what we wanted, i got an extra shirt for 12 bucks, again on discount *pffsss* ;p and ww got herself a silver Roxy handbag that costs 90 bucks, ori price 180. as usual, always with the ever non-stop wining and complaining and scare-to-regret-after-buying bla bla bla......
i walked around pmid from 4 something till 6 something, literally NON-STOP! called shah to pick us up from pmid back to sunway college. when i got into the car, my legs just felt numb and i couldnt move them until we reached college. dropped ww, and we had lunch in front of taylors college. chit chatted then went back.
shah was tiding up his study table, then he played his guitar and i recorded it in my phone. all of a sudden, pooof! blacked out. everything went pitch black. -___-lll i was cursing under breath. went to the window, heard some shouting and boo-ing and whistling and i join the commotion. *crazy-ness*
out of the unwanted heat, we went downstairs to catch some air. then some craving for ramly burgers suddenly surged in me, ajak-ed shah and ww to makan with me. went to the Ramly burger stall in front of xinling's subang house. i swear the burgers and there freaking tasty! but not as the same as carl's jr ones. hehe ;p this one has a more malaysian taste to it. =)
it was almost 10.30pm, shah sent me back to the ktm station. the train back was very empty but there was some ppl onmy carridge. suddenly out of no where, a smell of rotten egg + garbage hit my nostrils. OMG! someone idioutic brainless bastard just FUCKING FARTTED IN THE TRAIN! where everything is consilled in the carridge, not even air can escape until the doors open. imagine what kinda AGONISING DISTURBANCE i had! i practically cant breath and just prayed to God that i can survive through this train ride! :D :D i really wished that the brainless bastard who fartted can smell his own 'aroma' next time he farts so that he knows how disgusting it is.
in the end, 'survived' the train ride and just poof! went straigh to bed. zzzzzzzzzzzzz
-end of yesterday, initiation of today- ....woke up latest today of all the days i stayed here, 12.16pm. basically i slept through the whole entire morning. since i used alot of $$$ yesterday, i decided to not use a single penny for today and i did it! yayyy! ;) had a simple breanch of some jacobs and oatmeal drink, studied a bit and had tennis marathon for 3 hours, literally for 3 hours staright. went swimming, and was extremely exhausted! had my dinner : 2 packs of maggi + egg = yuummm! *drooling*
this is something interesting, when someone tells u about instant noodles like maggi, the 1st thins that comes to ur mind is curly noodles and flavouring (msg). when i was about to cook my maggi, i looked at the package, and something caught my attention, this :
hmmmm...... despite that, i had a great dinner. it has a long while since i last ate maggi with telur. nostalgic...
woah, been blogging for an hour plus, time to stop! ciaoz! good night!
friday. normally this day is the most anticipated day of the week because weekend is just around the corner. *duhhh* people will rush to bus stations to get their tickets back to their hometowns or would go to friend's house to have sleep-overs or something. but for me, this particular friday, 5th June 2009 was a abnormally normal day for me. i'll tell u the reasons.
i have 5 room mates staying with me in my condo. jaye went back yesterday evening, and today 3 went back, that leaves me and one of my room mate. but then, he's going to leave by tmr. and that leaves only me and this empty condo.
as usual, woke up late in the morning as i do not have class today, LAN class in the afternoon was cancelled. after lunch i went to college to meet up with christine for some tough asshole math questions. then i came back home. when i reached my doorstep, normally i would take off my shoes and go straight to my room to unload my jeans which by the way is always the four pockets is always occupied with 2 handphones, my wallet and my condo keys. and the house would be filled with chattering noise.
but today when i stepped in, a sudden 'burst' of silence just hit me right in the face. suddenly i stopped, looked around the familiar scene which has been with me for the past 4 months. but yet today, everything seemed to be so un-affable and distant from me. no noise, no commotion, no people, no nothing. emptyness.
the noise of silence is really disturbing, annoying and irritating. its like an invisible alarm that keeps u awake and constantly reminding u that ur alone. i looked around my room, glanced at every little detail that room can offer. i have never, i mean NEVER paid serious attention to my room before and i found out that my room is actually kinda big and spacious. all these while, with the constant filling of people at my room makes it appeared to be smaller and always compacted. optical illusion perhaps.
i walked around, checking through my neat and tidy (ya right~) closet, tidied it up, did some laundry, dried my washed clothings, cleaned up the study table and kitchen table a bit. and didnt did know, time passes really fast when ur hands are busy with chores.
it was almost 6pm when im done with all the chores, watched knowing and eagle eye, two really awesome movies! went to buy dinner and ate while watching the movies. it might be very normal day to most, but to me, today i actually thought of something that i didnt ever thought before. i might be alone someday, where all my friends have left to Russia to do medic and im to Indo instead. like now, all my friends have went back to their hometowns and im stuck here because my parents ditch me to go honeymoon to China. the feeling of being alone is seriously phucked up. the feeling of emptyness and loneliness has haunted me today but i have learned to coped with it.
now, im blogging on my tidied study table all alone in the empty living room. normally during this while, the air would be filled with laughter and chit-chats and kak efa (my college janitor, she's staying with us) would come out of her room with her hair all messed up, shouting at us to shut the fuck up! haha xD! but, now, nothing...
thats all from me today, going to bed soon, good night. zzzz
today. eh no! its yesterday *after 12am dy*. yesterday was a kinda tiring day for me. morning as usual, wake up reluctantly with my annoying alarm (handphone) ringing away. off it and continue sleeping for 10 minutes. zzzzzz.....
took rountined bath, drank in one tall glass of dutch lady and off to college. *i always have the tendency to reach class 5 minutes later so that i wont wait for the lecturers. hehe =) then my math class started, as usual the boring and monotonous class goes on and on and on from 8.30am till 12.50pm. in between was a few 'short' breaks for breakfast with my jingbangs.
then when class ended, my friend invited me to his friend's birthday party which was going to be held downstairs at KFC. each attended people had to pay 4 bucks for the secret recipe cake. but in the end because of some major complications, i left the party earlier without even having the chance to enjoy the cake. *sad T.T*
late on in the early evening, my parents and grandparents reached KL! wheeee ;D! i brought them to petaling street to have a really late lunch and a seriuosly deliciuos stall selling ikan bakar. in chinese is called 'pu tau ya shao yu'. that stall has been operating at p.street for i think half a century! its so god damn famous that even the stall is located at a very deserted conner of p.street and people can still find their way to that particular stall.
trust me, the 1st time when i ate at that stall was all thanks to my sensitive nose *ceh~ bangga pulak ;p* when i was lepak-ing at p.street with my friend, this sudden strong aroma of sambal + burning charcoal + seafood smell hit my nose like a wave, then we followed that stall and VOILA! we found that ikan bakar stall! hahaha.
i swear that stall's food is seriuosly, freakingly tasty and delicious! i STRONGLY recommend it to all people who can stand pedas food. and bring along a pack of tissue because u will be sweating like a pig when u eat. hehe ;p btw, the location of this stall is behind the 'lo han guo' drink stall.
after our so called lunch, my dad drove all of us to subang where my cousin's staying. later on the whole family including my cousin went to have dinner at a awesome restaurant called the Southern Sea Seafood restaurant. its situated just beside subang airport. to me, this is one of the most awesome-est restaurant i've ever been here, its a huge restaurant and it displays tonnes of seafood for those who are bored of waiting for the food to be served. we had a GREAT dinner! its been a while since me and some of my family members had a dinner together. i really appreciate it =)
after dinner, i was browsing through the displayed sea life in aquariums, then i spotted one particular aquarium. it has huge oysters inside, all product of australia. I LOVE OYSTERS! excitement raged through me and i soooooo wanted to have a taste of it. but when i see the pricing :one oyster = RM 6.50 cheese baked oyster RM8.00. omg, my heart sanked T.T then out of no where, an idea popped out. i planned to treat my mom two oysters as one of my bday present for her. i asked the waitress to prepare for me 2 oysters and serve it with a candle lit in the middle of the plate.
the dish in the end was over my expectations. they decorated the oyster dish with herbs and lemons for the oysters and everything complimented the whole appearance of the dish. when my mum saw it she burst into tears. she was overwhelmed and very touched. she gave me a huge hug and my eyes started to flood too. but i didnt let my tears down of coz. so everything went smoothly and i was happy with the outcome. hehe =)
my parents + my grandparents are going to China later today for 7 days. they'll be coming back next friday. i hope my dad wont be cornned this time by some of those idiot money-minded chinese. ;P
wow. i've been writting for almost 40 minutes. havent bath yet ;p going to now. good night! zzzzz
i swear this was one of the night that laughed the most after moving into here. my room mate, his name is Pirabhu, by the way for your information, i am the only chinese staying in this condo, and also the first chinese. *proud face* ;D
there are 6 of us staying in this unit, then we planned to play a prank on Pirabhu, he doesnt have a laptop and all of us have,. so we planned our so call master-plan-of-prankness through msn, lame right? i know -___-lll and we are like just sitting next to each other....
anyway, after much 'brain-storming' and discussing, our master planner, jaye suraj planned to put dried chillies in his pants! we were all helding our breath in and try really hard to not laugh when we heard the plan because we duwan pirabhu to suspect anything. =D
then the plan started, jaye went to the kitchen to smash the dried chillies up, and my task was to lure him to the room where pirabhu's hell is going to begin! hehehehehehe... *evil sinfull laughter* i hand my camera to pothan, my another room mate to record to whole process down.
sankaran, my anotherrrr room mate, by the way, he is a GIANT! he is HUGE! so he stayed at the entrance. when pirabhu went out of the room, he literally grab pirabhu's body and throw him on the bed! haha ;D! then the rest of us hold his limbs and legs, but it was seriuosly not easy. *sweats*
jaye just shoved the smashed dried chillies right under his underwear and he was screaming like he was going to labour! hahaha xD! then when everything ended, we let him go but jaye was still holding him from behind, out of no where, he felt a cooling sensation in his pants. this where everything changed! jaye grabbed his **** from behind and out of a sudden he felt a STRONG burning sensation running through his whole body! he immedietly dashed into the toilet. before that, he grabbed a HUGE a bag ice from the fridge and placed it there to 'cool' it! i bet there is a 'psssssss...' sound produced! HAHAHA ;D!!
anyway, after all the ordeal, we still are great room mates and he is totally fine *still can celebrate father's day la* hahahaz...
its thursday morning now. tmr i got math class, mr.matthieu's class =.= haihh... my parents are coming down to kl tmr to visit me, hehe =) they are going to china for vacation with my gong gong and po po, they ditch me to go have fun! *sad* ;( but i still have to stay back to study for my exams, ohh, let me rephrase it, TONNES of exams! T.T cant wait to see my parents =) and my mum's bday is going to come soon, so we are going to celebrate it here! i still dunno what to get for her. *guilty look*
thats all from me now.
[ Lee You ]
thats all for now, end of my e-diary for, ermmmm, maybe today.
The thought of blogging suddenly hit me like a gust on a pavement. Out of no where, a voice inside, wanted to be heard, wanted to seen, wanted to expressed and wanted to be exposed.
And i thought to myself, maybe blogging might not be a bad idea after all. Its just a space, an empty space where people are free to express themselves.
This is where my thoughts are put into words. This is where my feelings deep within are made visible. This is where I am in my true self, in my most primitive form, totally exposed, vulnerable. This is my blog.
